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"Mmmm That feels good." I smiled as Grayson kissed my neck.

"Yea?" I felt Grayson smirk against my skin.

"Mmhhhmm." I hummed and tilted my head back.

He kept kissing my neck leaving small hickey's.

I flipped us over so I was now straddling Grayson. He smirked and put his hands on my waist as I leaned forward and gave him hickeys.

He moaned slightly when I finished one and then the door busted open.

"Hey guys have you seen—" Ethan started but cut off when he saw Grayson's and I'd position.

"Oh Uhm you guys were- I see— well I can come-" I quickly cut Ethan off.

"No ethan what's up?" I said and Grayson sat up and I turned around and sat on Grayson facing away from him. He wrapped his arms around my waist and sat his head on my shoulder.

Ethan sat on the bed and then started talking "we have to see the kissing booth it's so good you don't even know and the fact—"

"I'm sorry, e. But I already saw it with Grayson." I said to Ethan.

Ethans face went sad and quietly said 'oh' and looked down.

It was quiet for a while until Ethan talked again "Can I talk to you in private for a minute?"

I nodded and softly took Grayson's hands off me.

I followed Ethan outside to the pool and he closed the sliding door.

"I miss you, y/n." Ethan said to me.

"I'm right here, eth." I chuckled.

"No ever since you started dating Grayson you never had time for me. I just wanna hang out with you again." Ethan said truthfully.

"Ok eth. I'll get ready and then I'm all yours." I smiled.

I went inside and put on my shoes.

"Where are you going?" Grayson asked me.

"Ethan wants me to spend the day with him, since I haven't spent any time with him lately." I said and put on my leather jacket.

"Oh Uhm ok. I'll see you later I guess." Grayson looked down and I heard him sniffle.

"It'll only be an hour Grayson. I'll be back before you know it." I kissed him and left.

GRAYSONS POV

the second I see them leave in the truck I started panicking.

She's not here.

What if something bad happens?

I can't breathe.

Oh no.

I tried to breathe and slowly regained it.

I always had separation anxiety. Ethan was always there for me but ever since y/n came I found a whole new world. She is amazing one of a kind.

What if something bad happens to her?

Or Ethan?

Oh no.

I fell to the floor and started crying.

What if I get a call that they got in a accident?

I won't have anyone anymore.

Ethan is my best friend, when we had no friends we were always with each other. We had each other. We never needed no one else. It was just us two.

Y/n. Oh y/n. When I first met her it was like destiny. Fate even. When we met at the coffee shop it was a rainy day and I was very depressed and then she came and sat next to me since she thought I needed a friend. That whole day she made me laugh and smile and forget about the things that made me depressed in the first place. She always had a smile on her face no matter what. But rarely when she's sad. She doesn't talk. Doesn't smile. Pale face. Just seems like she's lifeless. But that's rare. Most of the times it's smiles and laughs from her.

I kept on crying as I thought how it was going to be if the two most important people were gone.

Crying and crying non-stop.

"Hey Grayson we came back early, how did you—" I heard a voice say.

"Oh my god Grayson!" The voice faded and then I heard ringing.

Everything went black.




My eyes closed and opened slowly.

"Y/n. Y/n! He's awake! Come on!" I heard a familiar voice say.

I then heard running footsteps.

"Gray, Grayson come on babe." I felt someone tap me lightly.

I opened my eyes fully and saw the love of my life and my twin.

"Oh my god. Your awake. What happened?" Y/n questioned.

"I-I panic-ked yo-ou weren't h-he-here. And I missed you." I struggled.

I then started started crying. I don't even know why. I just started crying.

I felt a familiar body hug me. It was y/n.

I hugged her back and I felt warm. Loved. Wanted. Needed.

I needed y/n.

"I love you y/n." I cried into her shoulder.

"I love you more, gray." She kidded my cheek.

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