"It's like you don't care about him, y/n!" Ethan yelled from the top of his lungs at me.
I looked up at my furious husband and said "don't you dare say that when all I do is take care of him! With no help from you!" I yelled then felt a harsh slap on my cheek.
"Did you just?" I whispered a little and looked at Ethan.
"Yea I did! Because you don't know a goddamn thing about how to be a mom! I can't believe I even married you!" Ethan said and pushed me harshly and I stumbled back a little.
"Then why the hell did you!—"
"Daddy?" Our son popped his body into the frame.
Our kid was named Charlie, he was 4 and had curly dark hair with my eyes. He was wearing his Spider-Man pajamas and had his bear in his hand.
Me and Ethan shot our heads to Charlie and Ethan's face turned soft "hey bup." Ethan said softly.
"Why are you awake, char." I said and tried to hug him but he quickly went to Ethan held onto his leg.
"Did mommy hurt daddy?" Charlie said buried himself into Ethan leg.
"What no sweetie—" I tried to say.
"Mommy hurt daddy. Mommy's a monster." Charlie whined and held more tightly onto Ethan.
"What?" I said in disbelief.
I look up at Ethan and saw his face filled with guilt and sadness.
"Mommy didn't hurt—" Ethan voice cracked as he spoke.
"Mommy's a monster! I'm scared!" Charlie cried.
So many tears went down my face as I looked at my son. Ethan and I made him purely out of love and here he is hating me.
"Y/n—" Ethan cried. I saw a few tears go down his cheeks. I knew he felt bad.
I shook my head and got out of the room and to the bathroom.
I washed my face with water and breathed deeply before going back out and going to Ethan and i's bedroom.
I saw that Charlie was still clinging on to Ethan and Ethan crying uncontrollably.
I grabbed a duffle bag and started to put clothes and other things in it.
"Y/n wh-where you go-going?" Ethan sniffles each time.
"I'm going away for a while" My voice cracked and a few tears came out.
"Wha—no. No please don't leave, I'm sorry. I love you please come back I'm so sorry, baby." Ethan cried and sniffled as I went down the stairs.
As I opened the door I looked back at Ethan "I- can't be around Charlie if he thinks I'm a monster, Ethan. I just can't live like that. Knowing my son hates me, I just can't. I'll be back, but it's going to be a while. But if Charlie asks... tell him, I'll be home soon." I cried a little and looked at my son who was looking at me with a few tears as well.
"I love you, Charlie." I smiled softly at him.
"Why are you crying, daddy?" Charlie asked Ethan and wiped a few of his tears with his small hands.
"Because I love mommy and I feel bad that I hurt her. I feel really bad, I'll only love her. Only her. And I'm so lucky to have her. But as much as it hurts me mentally and physically... she has to go." Ethan looked at me as he said all that.
He covered his mouth with his hands as he tried to stop the sounds coming out of his mouth and more tears coming out.
I said "I love you, guys." I smiled and shut the door.
ETHANS POV
What the hell did I just do?
Oh fuck.
No
No no no no no.
I quickly put Charlie to bed and went downstairs.
"Why did I do that!! I just lost her! No no no!!" I yelled and threw a huge ass vase at the wall.
I slid down the wall and cried into my knees.
Here I was curled up against the wall. Without y/n. Especially without her. She was always with me through the toughest of times. Even when I got mad at her for no reason. She was there.
I can't believe it.
I promised her that I'll never leave her side. But here I am with absolutely no one by my side.
I heard my phone ring.
I quickly went to it hoping it was y/n.
"Hello?" I sniffled.
"Ethan. What. The. FUCK DID YOU DO TO Y/N??!?" My brother yelled into the phone.
I just ruined my relationship with the only girl I'll ever love.
That's what.
