"ALL I EVER WANTED WAS TO MAKE YOU SMILE, AND ALL I EVER WANTED WAS TO MAKE YOU MINE, I KNOW I SAID I LOVE YOU OH BABY WHY DONT YOU SEE THAT ALL I EVER WANTED WAS YOU AND ME!!" I sang my favorite throwback song while Ethan was secretly recording me.
Once I turned to him and saw his phone pointed at me I started saying "you fucking filming me?!" Then I pretended to attack and right then he ended the video.
"Oh gah." I chuckled while I saw myself.
"Your cute." Ethan turned to me and kissed my nose.
"If I had a penny for every time you said that TODAY I would have enough to buy at least a lollipop." I chuckled at the last part. Man do I love my own jokes.
Ethan looked at me then laughed.
Once he calmed down he turned more to his side to look at me.
He lifted his hand and started to caress my cheek. I leaned into his touch absolutely loving his big hands around my tiny cheek.
Ethan looked beautiful, as always, but the sun coming in through the window, the orange color shining down on his face making it look smooth.
How did I get so damn lucky?
"Have I told you that I love you?" Ethan stated looking directly in my eyes.
I knew that he loved me. He says it a million times a day but when he doesn't say it I know he still does. It's one of those things that you just know.
I say it a lot as well. Maybe he does love it. He loves me. It's a fact up to this point.
I was never one to love somebody, I always thought love was something you only see in pictures or in books or movies. Well you can see love how ever you want to see it. I just thought of it like...fire. It can help at times but if I doesn't ignite your left helpless.
I nodded and smiled.
"I still get butterflies even though I see you a million times." I chuckled a little.
Ethan smiled even wider and got closer to my body "have I told you that I love you? That when I first saw you I thought 'it wasn't love at first sight, but it was familiarity. Something like, oh, it's you. It's going to be you"
My heart fluttered.
"I remember the first day I saw you, and my whole world did a backflip." I tried to be romantic.
Oh gah. I never know how to be romantic.
Ethan let out a little chuckle "have I told you that I love you? When i saw you I fell in love, you smiled because you knew."
How am I going to beat that?
"Have I told you that I love you? That every time I look into your eyes I see the love and future in them. Gosh sometimes I pray that our children have those amazing eyes."
I can't beat that.
"Have I told you that I love you? That every time you smile I forget that I even have the ability too. Gosh that smile can cure the most dangerous disease out there."
God bless.
I guess it's my turn.
"You've told me that you love me. It's been a fact since I even knew I loved you. When I tell you that I love you, I don't say it out of habit. I say it to remind you that your the best thing that has ever happened to me."
He was now speechless.
"You've told me that you love me. My heart talks about nothing but you. How your laugh actually makes me burst out in laughter. Just by a little laugh. How your eyes tell a story that maybe somethings you don't want to share out loud."
Speechless.
"You've told me that you love me. Heck I don't think you'll ever stop. But if you do I'll still be in your heart, but if not in your mind. We still think about love even though we don't plan on it."
Nothing.
I think I'm done talking...
"If I had a penny for every time you said 'I love you'... hell....
I think we would rule the world."
