The counselor(Ariana/you)

Chapter thirty two

I was still sitting on one of the benches in the gym hall, I heard one of the doors open and when I looked up I was met with a totally different Camila towards the one I used to know. She looked like she lost weight in her face,she had dark circles under her eyes

When she saw me she started to walk out of the gym until I called her 'Camila can we talk?' She froze, she didn't even turn around but when she did she marched up to me to be honest I thought she was gonna hit me 'what do you want to talk about y/n' she said harshly 'I just wanted to see how you're doing

She stood back a bit and let out a fake laugh 'how I'm doing seriously, you of all people want to know how I'm doing' I stood closer to her and put my hand on her right shoulder 'yeah I do' I looked into her eyes to show her that I wasn't lying

She dropped her gaze down to the ground and looked back up 'not so good y/n, at first I was just sad that we broke up and then all this stuff happened with my friends and now I have no friends, I guess I just never had any real friends' she looked down at the ground and with tears welling up in her eyes

I brought her in a tight hug and she started sobbing 'shhh hey come on the Camila I know doesn't give a shit what people think about her' she pulled out of the hug to look at me 'I can't fight anymore y/n, I'm tired I just...... I just want to give up' I placed my hand on her chin to look at me in the eyes 'hey Camila I know you don't mean that, you are such a strong beautiful person,this world honestly doesn't deserve someone as good as you' I gave her a light smile 'why can't everyone be like you y/n' 'trust me if everyone was like me I think life would be hella weird' I chuckled

We both stood there in silence for a good two minutes until Camila spoke up again 'how do you do it?' 'do what' 'you constantly walk around with a smile on your face nobody knows anything about you personally even I don't and I've been in a relationship with you' I took a little deep breath in before I responded to her 'maybe it's better if people don't know anything about you because then they can't hurt you' 'I know you hold a lot of pain y/n it took me until now to see that the smile you have on your face most of the time is fake'

I pulled her in for another tight hug and tried my best not to cry, I had my chin on her forehead and I could feel the tears on my cheeks 'thank you Camila, thank you so much' I started to breakdown crying. She rubbed my back 'it's okay y/n let it out'

I honestly don't remember the last time I cried in front of someone, I always had too much pride in me to do it so I always held it back. Camila and I pulled out of the hug and I was wiping the tears off my face 'well ehm since you have no friends Camila can I be your friend?' I let out a light laugh and so did she 'of course you can' we both smiled at each other

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'So y/n tell me something' Ariana fed me a chip, right now we're in Ariana's bedroom chilling on her bed,we watch a few films on Netflix 'what do you want me to tell you' she moved closer to me 'what turns you on?' I started laughing which made Ariana shoot daggers at me 'I'm serious' 'why do you always have to bring sex up in a conversation' 'because' 'because what' she leaned back on the headboard 'I haven't had sex in a while' 'really when was your last time' she looked at me innocently 'my last time was with you'

She started crawling closer to me, I did not like where this was going, I started crawling back a bit until I was at the edge of the bed,Ariana pulled me away from the edge of the bed and closer to her she still kept that innocent look in her eyes

Our faces were literally so close to each other, she brushed her lips off mine and pulled back a little before she pressed them off mine, it started getting heated really quickly especially when Ariana wasted no time slipping her tongue in my mouth

'Mmmh y/n' she moaned on my lips, I could feel her hands unbuttoning my jeans,she then pulled them off swiftly, she pulled away from me and peeled her top off very very slowly, I sat there admiring her body when she got her top off she pushed herself back onto me and started kissing me roughly

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Ariana was pushing herself against me and I had my hands on her back, I know I'm not that experienced but damn this is the longest I've ever done something with anyone

I was sweaty she was sweaty and I couldn't control my mouth with all the noises coming out of me, She was going really rough my head was just smacking off the headboard and I couldn't even make any words come out of my mouth to tell her to slow down 'call me mommy' she panted going faster, I didn't say anything, she went harder then 'I said call me mommy' she said in my ear and bit my earlobe, it took a lot in me but I made the word come out of my mouth 'mommy' I screamed

I could feel myself getting closer and closer, I closed my eyes waiting for my release until I heard a loud 'WHAT THE HOLY FUCK' Ariana instantly stopped and grabbed the blankets and covered herself and she sat up in front of me to try and block whoever it was that just caught us

When I looked up I saw a small woman who had short black hair that looked like Ariana and next to her I saw a man with blond hair at the top but around his head was brown and he also looked like Ariana

When Ariana spoke she had the most nervous voice ever 'mom,Frankie w-w-what are you two doing here'

'We could ask you the same question' Ariana's mom said with nothing but anger in her voice.