Tempting Mistake|••Brendon Urie X Reader••|

Memories

Y/N's POV

*flashback*

I just got back home from Ashley house. We had a sleepover and I stayed at her house for a whole day. As I walk up to the front door, I realize a random car parked on the drive way next to Brendon's.

"Brendon probably has a friend over" I thought.

I unlocked the door and stepped in. I heard muffled noise coming from our room. I gently shut the door and crept my way to the room. I quietly gap the door open and peeked thought.

My eyes quickly fills with tears. I hold back my sobs and tears as I walked away from the door. I stood still, trying to process what was going on.

How could he do this to me? Was I not good enough?...

I ran down the stairs and ran out the house. I quickly dial Ashley and told her to pick me up at the bus stop near 7 eleven. The tears stored in my eyes were about to over flow. I tried to keep them in but there's a tear every time that I blink (Ed Sheeran reference).

Ashley pulled up and I hopped in her car.

"Hey what's wrong?" She asked as she saw tear drops running down my face.

"I-it's Brendon... I saw Hi-him having sex with a whore in our b-ed" I sobbed out.

"That motherfucker!" She cursed out.

"C'mon lets bring you back to my place"

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*2 months later*

Ashley's POV

Y/N has been living with me and Zac for a couple of months now. She's been a mess since she left that lying, cheating, bustard named 'Brandon'.

She was so depressed because of Brendon, she stopped taking care of herself. She rarely ate, she couldn't even sleep properly. She got even worse when she had a miscarriage. Poor Y/N lost another loved one. I'm Y/N's best friend and I feel terrible that I can't make her feel better- hell I can't even crack a smile on her face like I used to.

She hasn't seen Brandon for a while, he's been blowing up Y/N's phone none stop. He even tried to contact me and Zac. Of course we declined each and every call. I know she still loves him still, I can't blame her tho- I've been there before.

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Y/N's POV.

I feel empty.

Alone.

Hurt.

I've been so restless lately. I couldn't get the thought of him and the death of my unborn child out of my head. I mean, having someone I love, cheat on me is one thing- losing a child- my unborn child, is a something way different.

"Hey..." Ashley breathed out.

She walked up to me and patted my back before sitting next to me.

"You feelin any better?"

"I don't know..." I say in a quiet tone.

"C'mon" Ashley took a hold of my arm and dragged me in her room.

"Get dressed" she demanded.

"Why? Where are we going?" I asked in a confused tone.

"The mall" She says.

I sighed and got off the couch. I walked in a slow pace to the closet and grabbed my cloths and got dressed for the mall.

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When arrived at the mall, Ashley led me to Fashion Nova.

"Get something you could dance in, it has to look hot" She exclaimed as she left me to find something for herself as well.

I knew what she's planning. I'm not in the mood for it but, I need something to get my mind off of him.

I walk up to an out fit that looked pretty decent. It was a short white dress with the back cut up in a pattern. I grabbed it and made my way towards Ashley, not even thinking to look for another outfit.

"I found and outfit, now hurry up and let's go" I say in a childish tone.

"Already?! Lemme see" she says in annoyance.

She snatched the dress out of my hands and examined it.

"No, definitely not" she says, hanging it randomly in a rack of cloths,

"Ah! this one!" She exclaimed as she hands me a revealing outfit.

My eyes go wide as I hesitantly grab it. "Umm.."

"Shush! you wearing that tonight. No excuses" She demands as she walked up to an outfit and grabs it.

"Im getting this one" She says as she walked up to the cashier.

I stood near her as she purchased our outfits. After she was done, she dragged me out and into a shoe store. She dragged me almost everywhere in the mall. After an hour or two, we decided to take a break from all the shopping and go to the cafeteria to eat. On our way to the cafeteria, we came across hot topic. I took a quick glace and saw a picture of Brendon on the AP magazine. I felt my heart break a little when I saw his face. How I've missed him. His smile. His scent. His soft lips and eyes. The way he used to say those three words to me daily. The three words that made me feel a certain way. Three words that I thought was true.

"I love you"

"Hey! snap out of it, he's an asshole, forget about him!" Ashley says in a stern tone which snapped me back to reality.

I shook my head slightly and continued our walk.

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Ashely and I finished our shopping and quickly drove back to her place. It was still too early to go to the club so to make time fly, we binged watched Supernatural and ate snacks till it was 9:00pm.

"Ok, get off your ass, we need to get ready for the club." Ashley informs me, turning the TV off and dragged me to her room.

She closed the door behind her and threw the new outfit to me. "Get dressed" she demanded.

I stripped off the cloths that I had on and slipped on the very revealing outfit and put my heals on. As I dressed myself, Ashley did the same. We both stepped in the bathroom and got our hair and make up ready.

"We look hot!" Ashley says as she examined both of us in the mirror.

We walked the room and found Zac in the kitchen eating a bowl of cereal.

"Babe, we're going out tonight, see you later" Ashley says as we grabbed all our belongings.

"Bye! Have fun!" Zac shouts as we rushed out the door.

We hopped in Ashley's car and drove off. I grabbed the AUX chord and played "Copycat" by Billie Eilish.
We sang along to the the songs on my playlist until we arrived the club.