Chris Pov: Me & Yn just went to the movies,we had a fun time.I really like her & I can tell she likes me.But lately when we been going places with each other, she's been giving me signs to kiss her. But Im a fool & I always miss it.So where in my car ,on our way to her house to drop her off.I did not want to leave her but it was getting latee.
Yn:"Thanks for the ridee Chris, I really had a fun time with you today"she said Smiling & looking at me.
Chris: I had a fun time with you too!
I got out the car & jogged to the passenger side to open the door for her.She thanked me for opening the door for her & I grabbed her hand & walked up to her door.She looked at me & began to talk.
Yn:"So Chris when are you leaving for your tour? "
Chris:"Tomorrow morning "I said sadly.
Yn:"Damnn atleast we got to spend your last night here together "she said sadly.
Chris: Yupp.....But I'll be back in 3 1/2 months.
Yn:"Well I'm gonna miss yaa light skin ass !,You gonna miss me "she said looking at me .
I nodded my head yes. It grew silent between us, but it wasn't a awkward silent.She looked into my eyes & moved closer to me & held my hands. She leaned in like she wanted to kiss me.I didn't know what to do I grew real nervous.I leaned in gave her a hug.I could tell that she was disappointed because this was like the 3rd time I did this.I waved goodbye to her & hopped in my car.I looked back & seen she was still standing there. She probably was really disappointed that I didn't kiss her & that I wouldn't see her until 3 1/2 months. I pulled off in my car & I regretted leaving her there. I was on my way to my house when I thought about one of my songs that explained my situation:
Why Am I mad, I don't get it,
It seems like every time you give me signs,
And I miss it!
I did it again,
I admit it,
I left you standing there,
And now I regret it,
Seems like every time,
I get the chance,
I lose my cool, and I blow it,
And I get all tongue tied,
Lost in your eyes,
I'm a fool, and I know it!
I should've kissed you,
I should've told you,
Told you just how I feel,
And next time I won't stop,
I'll listen to my heart,
Cause what I feel is real!
I should've kissed you,
I should've told you how I feel,
I should've kissed you,
I should've showed you just how I feel
Now why didn't I
Give you my two cents,
A million reasons why I should have,
