Bucky Barnes imagines

Bucky|| I hate this

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You groaned as you rolled over onto your side and curled into a ball, hugging your legs to your chest in an attempt to make the pain go away. It was that time of the month and you always had horrible cramps on the first day. No matter what you did, the pain wouldn't stop.

At this moment, you would rather be beaten to death with a spoon instead of having these cramps. You'd already taken pain killers but it has been almost an hour since then and they hadn't done shit.

You closed your eyes as you thought about why you had to be born a girl. Why couldn't you have been born a guy? Or a bird? Or literally anything else?

You were snapped out of your thoughts when you heard the door to your room open. You untangled yourself and looked to see who it was. Bucky Barnes, your boyfriend. Bucky closed the door and walked over to you, worry in his eyes. "Where've you been all day?" He asked softly, crouching down next to your bed and holding your hand. "Hell" You answered shortly.

Buckys eyebrows furrowed together as he looked at you with more worry. You hated talking about your period but you knew Bucky wouldn't leave until he got a proper answer. You sighed and nodded a little. "I'm on my period" you said quietly. "What?" Bucky asked, pretending to cup his ear to hear you better. "You heard me James" you said stubbornly before falling back into the bed as Bucky smiled.

"Everything hurts. My back and hips are aching. For some reason my knees ache as well. My ovaries are stabbing me because how dare I chose not to get pregnant this month. I don't deserve this. If I was killed right now, I'd honestly thank whoever killed me. I would rather be hit in the face by Steve's shield, full force, then have to deal with this. Why do-" You rambled but were interrupted by Bucky pressing his lips to yours.

"Would you shut up? Please?" Bucky asked against your lips. You grumbled and shoved Bucky back a bit, giving you space to turn around and lay on your stomach, your face stuffed into the bed sheets. "Y/n" Bucky said, watching you keep switching positions to find some place comfortable.

"Why do we own the most uncomfortable bed in the world?" You asked as you sat up and looked at Bucky who shrugged. "Well, You picked the mattress and most of the time you sleep on me more then the actual bed" Bucky said, smiling at you. You wanted to be angry at him for being a smartass but couldn't help the smile creeping onto your face. "Wow! She has emotions!" Bucky said sarcastically as you rolled your eyes. "Shut up Barnes" you said before laying back down again.

Some time passed and your cramps only got worse. Bucky had been laying with you the entire time, watching you switch positions every few minutes. He got up and stood next to the bed, watching you roll around for a few seconds before laying on your back. "I hate this. I fucking hate this more then anything in the fucking world. Fuck this" you practically yelled as you sat up to see Bucky with an amused smirk on his face.

Before you could say anything, Bucky held out his hand for you to take. You looked at him but his expression didn't change. You took Buckys hand before he pulled you off the bed and onto your feet. He picked you up bridal style and carried you into the bathroom, sitting you down on the counter.

He turned on the bath and ran the hot water before turning back to you. "Arms up" He smiled softly. You realised what he was doing and put your arms in the air as he grabbed the bottom of your shirt and pulled it over your head and your arms, throwing it to the other side of the room.

Bucky picked you up again and stood you on the floor before getting onto his knees and pulled your sweatpants down, lifting one of your legs to get them off and then the other before throwing it to where your shirt was. He stood back up and kissed your forehead as you smiled like an idiot.

Bucky stripped naked, leaving you in just underwear. "Can I?" Bucky asked shyly, motioning to your bra and underwear. It was cute to see him so shy. He wasn't normally a shy around you. You smiled and nodded turning around so Bucky could unclip your bra. He did it in one easy go which surprised you. You had to try at least three times to unclip your bra.

You slipped off your underwear and turned back to Bucky. He kept his eyes on your face and didn't even try and look as he got into the bath and you got in as well.

Once you were in the bath, Bucky grabbed your waist and pulled you to him, your back to his chest. He wrapped his arms around your torso, keeping you close so you wouldn't slip away. You melted into his warm chest and leaned your head back on his shoulder, closing your eyes.

He kissed the side of your head, making you smile a little before he grabbed your hand to play with your fingers, something he always did when he was comfortable or bored. "Bucky" you looked up at him as his eyes met yours. "Yeah?" He replied. "I'm comfortable here" you smiled before putting your head back where it was and closing your eyes again. "Me too" Bucky chuckled softly before going back to playing with your fingers.

After a while, Bucky felt you getting heavier against his chest, indicating you were falling asleep. He didn't want to wake you but also didn't want to wake you up when you were completely asleep so he decided to do it now. He moved his shoulder, making you move your head up and open your eyes. "What is it?" You mumbled almost inaudibly. "We gotta get out now doll. I don't want you to fall asleep in the bath" Bucky said and you nodded, moving to get up.

You got out and stood next to the bath, Bucky getting out quickly behind you. He grabbed a towel and wrapped it around you tightly. You sighed at the warmth and closed your eyes again. Bucky hadn't noticed but you were falling asleep again. Standing up. He turned back around after wrapping a towel around his waist just in time to catch you before you fell back into the bath.

Buckys heart raced as he picked you up and carried you into your shared room. If he hadn't turned around at that exact moment, you'd probably be drowning right now. You became extremely clumsy when you were very tired and often ended up bumping into walls and doors, waking up covered in bruises and having no idea where they came from.

Bucky lied you down on the bed before grabbing some of his clothes to dress you in. You always slept in his clothes as they were baggy and comfortable but mostly because they smelt like him.

He dressed you, making sure to put a pad in your underwear, as you were too tired to do it yourself. He quickly got dressed after. You thanked Bucky incoherently (google) as he put you under the sheets before crawling in next to you, pulling you close to him again. Bucky liked to hold you close to him while he slept so he knew you were there. You didn't mind, he was comfortable.

"G'nigh Jams" you said. You sounded like a 2 year old with a bad speech impediment. Bucky laughed and kissed your head. "Goodnight doll"