Chapter 28- I Need You

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~The next day~

I sit on the couch, I rest my chin on my hand. I'm thinking iver everything in my head. I need to decide. I've probably been sat here for half an hour now. I just can't think of what to do. I squeezed my eyes shut at the frustration I was feeling and I pushed my face into my hands.

"UGH" I shouted.

I felt a hand on my back, I looked up a bit surprised. Paul was sat next to me with a caring look on his face. He rubbed my back and said,

"Are you still struggling to decide?" I nodded. He let out a little sigh and said,

"Well, I think you should just do what your heart feels. That sounded so cheesy I know but I think that's true," I looked up at him and laughed a little.

"Um okay, do you know what my heart is supposed to feel?" he made a thinking face and raised a perfect eyebrow.

"If you love him, you go to him. But if you don't think it'll work out you don't. You don't have to listen to me, that was probably rubbish advice sorry. But... do you still love George?" he had hope in his eyes when he asked the question. It made me feel guilty for some reason and I replied with,

"Y-Yeah, I do. I can't help it, I love him way too much," I buried my face in my hands again. I didn't want to see Paul's reaction because I know it would make me feel worse. He rubbed my back again and said,

"Then I think you should take him back again, but it's up to you," I looked up at him again as I was surprised for him to say that. He was looking at the ground, he looked a bit disappointed then gaze met with my eyes and he smiled again. I feel really bad, I know one day Paul will find a girl which isn't me. I'm not the one for Paul, he'll find a pretty nice girl. I hugged Paul and whispered in his ear, "Thank you," he rested his head on my shoulder and whispered back, "It's alright."

"So, when do you think you'll see George to tell him?" he asked as we pulled away from each other.

"Uhh, I'm not sure. Should I call him now? Then ask him?" Paul nodded then I got up off of the couch and walked into the corridor. I picked up the phone and was about to dial the number when I heard a clang at the front door. I jumped a little at the noise as I wasn't expecting it. I walked over to the door and a piece of paper was poking out. I pulled it out and held it so I could read it. At the top it read 'I Need You'. Hm, what is this?

I read the rest of what was on the paper and it read:

"You don't realize how much I need you

Love you all the time and never leave you

Please come on back to me

I'm lonely as can be

I need you

Said you had a thing or two to tell me

How was I to know you would upset me?

I didn't realize

As I looked in your eyes

You told me

Oh, yes you told me

You don't want my lovin' anymore

That's when it hurt me

And feeling like this

I just can't go on anymore

Please remember how I feel about you

I could never really live without you

So come on back and see

Just what you mean to me

I need you

But when you told me

You don't want my lovin' anymore

That's when it hurt me

And feeling like this

I just can't go on anymore

Please remember how I feel about you

I could never really live without you

So come on back and see

Just what you mean to me

I need you

I need you

I need you"

A tear rolled down my cheek and landed on the piece of paper. George wrote this song, for me. It shows exactly how he's feeling and he said "I need you". I-I'm shocked. George really does like me. I love him, I love him a lot. I'm going to tell him now, right now.

I ran into the living room and Paul was still sat there, I told him very quickly,

"I'll be back soon, I'm going to George's okay," his eyes widened.

"Wait, did you call him?" he asked.

"No, I was about to but a letter was posted and I read it and it's from George. I'm going to his house now," I blabbed on while slipping on a jacket. He nodded and smiled.

"Ah okay," I got everything I needed and opened the front door to leave when I felt Paul grab my hand.

"G-Good luck," he stuttered. I smiled to him. I turned around again and started running to George's. Yeah, I ran. I need to be there as quick as I can. I never thought about anything else just George. I ran up Arnold Grove and I walked up George's pathway leading to his door. This was the point when I realised what I was doing.

What if George isn't home? And I have to talk to his mum?

What am I going to say?

What if George didn't even want me?

What if George doesn't care anymore?

I tried to push my thoughts away and I knocked on the door. I stared down at my hand which was holding the song lyrics. I looked up again and noticed the door opening. I gulped and hoped it would be George. The door opened fully and he was stood there, George. He looked the same as yesterday, awful. He looked at me, at the ground, then back into my eyes. He looked really worried and anxious. I don't want him to be like this. I quickly moved up to him and hugged him. He wrapped his arms around me too and squeezed me. He pushed his face into my neck and whispered,

"I need you," I smiled and whispered back,

"I need you too." He pulled back a little so he could look at my face. I was a little teary but I was smiling. He had a smile forming on his face,

"So, y-you'll take me back?" I nodded. He grinned and lifted me off of my feet spinning me around in the air. I giggled and he stopped spinning me around but still kept me off the ground. I wrapped my legs around him and we rested our foreheads together.

"Did you read that song I wrote you?" he asked.

"Yes, I'm sorry about everything," I showed him the paper in my hand and he held it. He smiled even more and said,

"Stop being sorry, this is all my fault-" I put my hand over his mouth to stop him from saying anything else.

"Nono, let's just forget about what happened," I moved my hand away and he smiled again.

"I flipping love you," he leaned in really quickly and kissed me on the lips hard. I kissed him back, it was sweet and I knew he had been wanting to do that for a while. I ruffled his hair on the back of his head with my fingers. When we pulled away we rested our noses together and grinned at each other.

"I love you too."

I've finally got my Georgie back.

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