"What will happen if you added this amount of number to.... this!"
I want to get out from his house. I don't want to stay there anymore, life is worse with him near me. But if I escape, where will I live? On the streets? What will happen to me? Are they gonna be worried about me? Maybe they'll just forget that I was in the same roof as they are. If I have left then they'll be happy. Maybe t--
"Ms. Lee Eunha!" I flinched as the teacher cut me off from my thoughts. I hurriedly stood up, my body is as stiff as a stick. The whole class started to make fun of me. "What have you been doing?! You're grades are dropping! Might as well not graduate if you keep this behavior up!"
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"Eunha, what happened to you, again??"
"Nothing happened. Why do you ask?" I asked while munching my food.
"Nothing happened? Then why did I hear Mr. Potter's loud voice again??"
"Oh.. that? My classmate got a very bad grade and... she.... I meant he... got a bad...."
"Do you have a classmate named Lee Eunha as well?" he asked in a sarcastic tone.
"No.." I looked down to my feet and sighed heavily. I smiled before saying, "I don't really care. I'm okay! It's just that I was checking the time on my phone and the teacher caught me so he shouted." I laughed at the lies that I made myself just to distract him. I hate this, I wanna tell him what I really feel but it will just cause another problem.
"Are you sure you're okay?? I'm always here for you and you know that."
"I'm totally fine. Don't worry about me." I forced out a smile.
"Well.. I'll go now for my next class! See you later!" I waved him a goodbye and ran off.
"I don't trust you.." I heard him mumble. I knew it, he wasn't convinced with the smile I gave.
Time Skip
These past few weeks, I have been getting all the compliments and all the grades that they expect me to have. I'm glad, I could graduate. I just have to wait for 3 months and 1 week maybe?
And in these weeks, Irene didn't stop to say bad things to me but gladly, I wasn't that affected anymore. No one smiles in this house like Irene does always-- wait, I meant smirks like she does.
One day, If I graduate I'm gonna leave this house peacefully. I'm going to say goodbye to each of them and tell how I really felt about them. So that I can free myself. So that I could start being happy.
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A/N: Okay, maybe I lost some of my readers because of the time I took to update. I'm very sorry about that guys! I don't really know where this book is heading to and I don't even know how to end it. ;-;
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Fanfiction"keep on pretending that you love me" - highest ranking: #1-taehyungfanfiction started: 07/07/2018 Ended: 07/06/2019