The Missing Piece Of Me

Chapter 42

I turned my phone off after the encounter with my ex, frightened that she would come crashing my socmed and messaging. I had the trauma.  The door suddenly opened and a cutie creature came in while smiling.

"Ma! Bakit gising ka pa po?", tanong ko habang nakayakap sa kaniya. She sat beside me on the bed and gently combed my hair w/ her fingers.

"I wanted to check on you. Nakita ko kasing lumabas ka ng bahay eh. Was that Deanna Wong?

Tumango lang ako.

Did you hear her out?

Ma, I had enough. I had too much. I don't believe that I deserve to be mistreated like that. Kahit naman pakinggan ko siya walang mababago. The point is, napagod siya. Napagod siya sa akin, sa amin. Kung kailan binigyan ko siya ng assurance? Kung kailan bumalik ang memory ko? Sana hindi na lang niya ako hinabol kung lolokohin lang din niya ako.

Medyo tumaas ang boses ko pero pilit akong inalo ni mama kaya naman nahimasmasan ako ng kaunti.

Believe in fate. Things happen for a reason, Anak. Lahat ng nangyayari hindi dapat ikapanghina ng loob mo. Alam kong nasasaktan ka pero our life is like playing vball, you can't be an expert without experiencing pain and hardships. Sa bawat pagsubok at sakit na nararanasan at nalalampasan mo, mas minomold ka nun bilang isang mabuting tao.

I get you, Ma. Thank you so much!

I sat on her lap while she sings a song for me. Her presence is enough to keep the bad vibes away. I really missed talking heart to heart w/ her. I'm so blessed to have her as my mom.
Hindi ko namalayang nakatulog na pala ako kaya naman around five o' clock in the morning, I transferred to the bed itself dahil nangangalay na si mama. Pumunta na rin siya kay papa just to check on him.

Knock knock, bungad ni Fhen sa may pinto.

Hmmmm

Bangon ka na. Seven o' clock alis natin.

Opo, opo babangon na, sagot ko habang nagkakamot ng ulo.

I'm feeling a bit lazy yet I tried to pack up my things. I'm really excited to go home but my sleepyhead self is against it but I need to fight the feeling.

Baba ka na mamaya ha. Ready na ang bfast. Tawagin mo lang ako if you need a hand, remind ni Fhen bago umalis ng kwarto para kumain sa kusina.