SHINee 's Princess (A SHINee Fanfic)

Birthday

Shika's POV :

Jjong I can't see him . It's past 11:30 and he's no where in my sight. Ha.. There he is.. I find him. He's dancing with some girls. I'm sure they aren't celebrities. He's totally drunk. He's tipsy and out of control. The girl... She's slowly taking him out of the party. I followed them. She's trying to seduce jonghyun, she's trying to seduce my jjong.This bish... has a death wish I think. I'm gonna kill her, she's dead now. I'm on my anger now. My anger is a very bad thing. I never want to be anger but once I get angry, then it's a bad show. I will be out of control whenever I get angry. I will certainly do something which I should have not done, but it will be late till I realise and I can't help it. I went near them, I pulled jjong from her and I slapped her hard. She tried to yell at me but it's already late, I didn't give her chance. She earned another slap. She cried and went away. I make him to stand straight. I was asking what's wrong with him and he laughed at me.

I'm confused. He started yelling "what's wrong with me? Ask yourself what's wrong with you". I asked him to give me a chance. He's not in a position to listen what I say. I'm saying sorry and I said if it's about Krish he's just my friend and there is nothing more between us, believe me. But he yelled again. My eyes are getting blurred. I'm trying hard to control myself. The situation is getting worse. He's triggering my ego by his words. But I didn't want our relationship be at lose just because of ego. I tried to explain. I'm crying now. But no, he's not believing me. I said I love him. It's 11:59 pm.

I said him that I want him, I want us. He said "you don't need me, you are just with me because we are famous". That hit me hard. That words are breaking me, but I stood still. I again said him that I love him. I know he have no idea about what he's speaking. The drunken state making him to utter nonsense. I'm literally begging him. It's 12:00. It's my birthday. I'm saying him that it's my....but He said "I hate you and I don't want to see your face". This time he's successful in breaking me. I said what? In complete shock. I still can't believe what he had said. At present I don't hate him, I hate my self. Tears are falling down. I'm trying to be control but I can't. I can no longer stay in this place. I needed to leave. I called key and said I'm going to dorm.

I reached the dorm and locked my self. I'm crying like a crazy person. I heard some sound. May be they are back.. I just made myself low. I can hear key yelling someone.. But I didn't care because I was lost in my own world. It's my birthday there is already a pain in my heart cos of missing my family. I wanted to be happy with jjong at 12. But now it's all became worse. Jjong rejected me. He said he hates me. Thinking of that moment making me more vulnerable.

Key's POV :

We are in dorm. Ugh... The day is tiring. I think shika is sleeping. We didn't want to disturb her. But by seeing jonghyun behavior.. Aish.. This boy getting on my nerves.. He's pretty drunk.. He can't hold himself right now. What's wrong with this guy? I make him sleep in the couch itself.

Shika's POV :

I think it's already morning. I didn't sleep at all. I guess my state is worse now. May be I'm looking like a disaster now. I heard a knock on my door but I didn't opened it. After an hour there is another knock. I just yelled from inside "I'm not feeling well, so I would like to be in my room". By hearing those onew came knocking my door again. I said I want to rest. They believed and left the dorm. The whole day passed by watching the roof and walls and the while day I locked my self in the room. There was no hunger or not a feeling of being thirsty. I'm weeping sometime, sobbing the other and crying hard on the other time. I want my family now. I'm missing them. I want someone to lean on. I heard the door sound may be the boys are back.

A/N:

Hello readers. I hope you like the chapter. To be frank I never wanted to update this chapter. I hate it... When shika and jjong are not together. But there are more happy moments for shika and jjong in the future. Remember after every storm there will be a pleasant morning.
Gomaveyo 💙
Saranghae ❤️