Help me, please

Hurt

3 months later

Any day now jimin would give birth. His belly was officially at full capacity or at least that's what jimin thought because of how big he was. He had a pretty good pregnancy. Nothing to major happened other than the slight hiccup with Bogum a few months back. After that day Bogum didn't lay a hand on jimin.

Even though jimin told Bogum he forgave him somewhere inside told him not too. After that dreadful day jimin didn't let Bogum touch him (have sex with him). The most he would allow was a hug, kiss and maybe cuddling depending on how clingy jimin was being.

It was a normal December Monday morning. It hadn't snowed yet but it was calling for a huge snow storm soon. Jimin hopes he would give birth before the storm so he could get to the hospital and not have to deliver the baby by himself.

Jimin was sitting on the couch reading a book (The Book Thief) when he started to feel really uncomfortable. Also he started to get some contractions that weren't to strong yet. Jimin decided to just hold out and see if they got worse. Unlucky for jimin, they did get worse. He got up from the couch and that's when they really hit hard. He didn't both to put shoes on and just walked out of the house with his phone and keys in his slippers. Thankfully Bogum decided to take the bus today, so jimin hopped in the car and started it up when another contraction hit and completely knocked the wind out of him. He sat there for a few minutes with his head on the steering wheel and just taking really big breaths. After it past he pulled out of the drive way and headed towards the hospital.

Once he got to the hospital, jimin called Bogum and told him what was happening. Bogum rushes to the hospital to be with jimin. Jimin was immediately taken to a room and there the nurses took great care of him.

After a long 12 hours, jimin gave birth to a beautiful healthy baby boy who they named jiwoon (ji for short). Jimin stayed in the hospital for about 2 days. Bogum didn't bother staying with jimin but Taehyung did. Even thought he wasn't allowed to stay the night because he wasn't technically family, he made sure to come as early and stay as late as he could.

On the day jimin and jiwoon came home, they were greeted by no one. Unfortunately  Taehyung has to go to work so he only dropped jimin off then headed to work. Jimin was a bit sad that Bogum wasn't home but kinda understood that he had to be at work. Luckily jiwoon was asleep so all jimin did when he got home was take ji up to the living room where they had a swing for him to sleep in. Once jimin laid him down, he himself laid on the couch rapped up in a blanket and drifted off to sleep.

Jimin woke up 1 hour later because of jiwoon crying. As soon as jimin picked him up, he stopped and it was at that moment that jimin knew he was gonna have a mommas boy in his hands. He sat back down in the couch after turning the T.V. on and just talked with jiwoon.

(A/n I'm gonna make jimin breast feed jiwoon in this story. It may sound weird but after a few months his body will return to a normal male body)

After another hour, jimin feed jiwoon while still sitting on the couch. Jimin kept laughing at all the sounds his little baby was making. After a few more minutes of feeding, jiwoon fell asleep in jimin's arms and that's how they stayed for a little while. Around 4 in the afternoon Bogum finally came home to see jimin sleeping on the couch and jiwoon in the swing sleeping.

Bogum couldn't help but have a slight look of disgust on his face. At one point in his life he knows he loved jimin but now he really doesn't and he doesn't really love their child either. He knew that not even loving his own child was wrong but he didn't know what to do. Instead of just letting jimin know and them going their separate ways he handled it the wrong way. So over the next few months things changed drastically.

Bogum started to argue with jimin a lot. Bogum did get physical with jimin but it never went past a few slaps to the face until one night.

Jimin was washing the dishes from dinner and a few of jiwoon things. While he was finishing up He heard stomping coming from the down the hallway. Jimin begged that Bogum was just going to leave instead of hitting him again but that didn't happen. Bogum came into the kitchen fuming. Jimin really did nothing wrong, he never did but Bogum didn't care. Bogum started to yell at jimin about him ruining his life and now it was affecting his work. After a few more yells and jimin flinching here and there when he thought Bogum was gonna hit him. Bogum walked up to jimin and grabbed him by his upper arm and dragged him to their room while jimin was trying to pull away already crying not knowing what was gonna happen. They got into the bed room and Bogum threw jimin on the bed and started to take his own clothes off. Jimin hugged himself trying to hide. He was just glad their now 7 months old was sleeping in his room tonight.

After Bogum took all his clothes off and walked over to the bed and started to aggressively yank jimin's arms away from covering himself and start to rip his clothes off literally. After they were both naked. Bogum our a condom on and said with a smirk, "you really don't do anything for me so the least you can do let me take my anger out on you."jimin started to really cry now. He was terrified that he was going to get raped by his boyfriend. With a lot of struggle on both parts, Bogum finally got jimin's arms above his head and trapped them there while he used his legs to pry jimin's legs apart. With tear filled eyes, Jimin looked down and saw that Bogum was completely hard but he himself wasn't even hard a little. He looked back up at the ceiling as he started to cry even more of what was about to happen. After a few seconds jimin's legs gave out and Bogum was able to get jimin's legs apart and sat in between them.

While one of Bogums hands was holding both of jimin's wrist to trap his arms above his head he used his other hand to line his member up with jimin's hole. Without any warning he shoved his member into jimin full. Jimin gasped at the feeling but wasn't enjoying it one bit. Jimin felt completely hopeless that he is letting this happens to him but what can he do when Bogum is much bigger than him. So Jimin just laid there and let Bogum do whatever he wanted.

Bogum was repeatedly thrusting into jimin using full force not caring about the blood dripping from jimin's hole and all over both of their thighs and bed sheets. After a few more seconds Bogum came into the condom and then pulled out of jimin harshly not caring about hurting him even more. He spat on jimin before pulling the condom off and throwing it on the floor and climbing off the bed and going into the bathroom to clean up. Before he left he said, "you stupid bitch had to bleed on me. You good for nothing piece of shit." Jimin just laid there in to much pain to even move to lift his arm. After Bogum came out all clean and dressed, he walked out of the room leaving jimin a bloody mess. Jimin listened to the footsteps get further away and then heard the front door open and then slam shut.

With that loud noise, jiwoon woke up and started to cry. Jimin couldn't help but to also cry and finally have the power to curl into a ball. He just laid there crying and listening to jiwoon cry but he really didn't have the energy to get up and comfort his son when it was him who needed to be comforted.

Finally after a few hours, jimin got up and took a shower. Thankfully ji has stopped crying eventually and gone back to sleep. While jimin was in is the shower scrubbing hard at his skin trying to get the smell of sex and Bogum off of him he kept replaying it over and over in his head. He felt disgusted with himself. He didn't want anyone to see him ever again after what just happened. He was truly ashamed and on top of that he felt horrible for just letting his son cry and not being there to pick me up and rock him back to sleep.

After jimin had cleaned himself as much as he could (which wasn't enough in his mind) he walked to the nursery to check on jiwoon. When he walked into the room, he saw him sleeping peacefully with dried tears on his cheeks. Jimin smiled at his sleeping son but still felt horrible about himself. He shut the door and walked to the living room and just sat there staring at nothing. He was really thinking about how the rest of his and his sons life was gonna go and if he would be able to get away from Bogum.