Three Cheers To A Never Ending Summer

Chapter Ten

Ping

I'm waken up by a text, we'll not just because of it, but because I'm not really sleeping well tonight.

Mike:
I can't sleep

Me:
Me neither

I look at the time to see that it's three in the morning and groan

Ping

Mike:
I'm honestly happy your up, I wanted to talk to you

Me:
About?

Mike:
Why wouldn't you get in the water

Me:
I don't want to talk about it

Mike:
Was it because of your scars?

Me:
No

Mike:
Did it have to do with all the weight that you lost?

Me:
Bro ion wanna talk about it

Mike:
I'm not just someone who's using you for sex dude, like o think your beautiful, and sure I like doing shit wt you. But I'm still fucking here for you as a friend

Me:
Ok

I sigh, laying back in bed, but then my it goes off again and mike says

Mike:
Why did you lose so much weight? Are you starving yourself?

Me:
Bro I have an eating disorder okay, no I'm not anorexic

Mike:
What disorder?

Me:
I mean I don't really know because I haven't gone to the doctors, and I don't want to because I don't want it to be on my record that I have one. But it's just this thing where I'm not trying to not eat because I don't like the way I look, but I'm not getting hungry, and I don't eat unless I'm hungry so I go days without eating. I didn't really notice it till recently so I'm trying to force myself to eat, but with me not getting hungry, I ate like a whole ass pizza and I'm not getting full either.

Mike:
You should go to the doctors hun, they can help you

Me:
I don't want to bro, it's fine

Mike:
Try to not just eat junk to try to gain weight back. Eat healthy too, so you don't get diabetes or sum

Me:
Lol okay

Mike:
Alysha is leaving for a modeling shoot tomorrow, and she'll be gone for a week. You wanna stay over for a few days? 

Me:
Yeah I'll tell Jess I'm staying with a friend for a few days or sum

Mike:
Cool, I'll pick up at like, four?

Me:
Sure

Me:
I'm gonna try and sleep, gn

I don't even check my phone, I just lay back and fall to sleep right away. When I wake up again, it's about twelve, and I walk out to the living room, and Jess is in the kitchen again.