❝ it's like sadness became my coping mechanism. the pain and tears it brings is quite beautiful to see ❞
this is an imagines book but it's contents are mostly angst.
requests are closed for now (may 09, 2020)
#1 in bts angst
#80 in korean
08/24/19
requested by: dorothyxloves omg I'm so sorry luv. i forgot to mention you. i just remembered now. i just had so much in my mind and I've been busy a bit. sorry again luv. and maybe ill be doing a part two for this😊 hope u like it uwu
"taehyungie will you be staying here for the night?" she asked, eyes shining and hopes rising. he then turned towards her, eyes sorry and lips pursed.
"im sorry love but im afraid i'd have to leave." her smile fell and sadness overcame her whole body. "but I'll be back maybe after tomorrow. I can't make jieun suspicious you know?"
nothing worked, she was still sad and her gaze was still on the floor. so he made his way towards her and hugged her petite body.
"y/n, please don't be sad. i promise that when everything is done, i'll be back okay?" she then nodded and looked up to place a kiss on his lips.
"i love you." he stated and caressed her hair.
"i love you too."
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once again, she was alone. like every other day without taehyung. she knew taehyung had responsibilities. she knew taehyung has a wife. but she was first. she was there for him first and she's still there for him.
but when was this going to end? with everything in his hands, taehyung couldn't handle it. he was going to be a ceo soon. she didn't know when but she was sure it was soon.
he's in an arranged marriage too. but he still chose her. the one he truly loves
with that in mind, a stray tear fell off her eye.
then, amidst of her daydreaming, a sudden banging on the door echoed through the whole house.
as she rushed to open the door, her eyes widened as it fell on a familiar figure.
jieun. taehyung's wife.
"It's you." she sternly said and landed a slap on her cheek. "Such a slut. You did nothing but be a slut. Stealing taehyung away from me, huh?" she scoffed and smirked, pushing her inside the house and slamming the door shut.
"I should've known it was you." and she continued slapping her until she landed on the floor, tears flowing down her cheeks.
"P-please stop." she whimpred. "H-he loves me. Please do just accept that--"
"Shut up! No he doesn't!" she paused before a smirk slowly crept up her lips. "Oh dear, if he does love you, then why did he do this?" she stated and lowered her crop top a bit to expose her collarbone. It had marks. hickeys to be specific.
"N-no. No." she shook her head, not believing her.
"This isn't fake love. It's real." placing her finger on top of it, she began rubbing it, the smirk not leaving her face. It was true. It wasn't make up. She even flinched.
Slowly, she lowered her head as her heart broke.
"Psh. Weakling. Such a weak slut." she emphasized the last word.
With a victorious smile, jieun walked out of the small house with her heels clicking on the floor.
She was left there. With pool of tears and a broken heart.
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she waited. again.
she was tired. she didn't want to admit or to confirm it. but she is she is tired.
tired of everything. tired of being a second choice. she knew that for him, she wasn't a second choice because he dearly loved her. more than anything else. but so much things happened that made her give up.
"y/n?" a voice called and she jumped up from the sofa, startled.
"t-taehyung? how did you get inside? i didn't hear you."
"you were too engrossed in your thoughts love. is there a problem?" he softly asked, plopping down on the sofa and dropping his suitcase. he then ruffled his hair and sighed, clearly tired.
"i-i don't want this anymore taehyung." she stuttered and taehyung looked up at her with wide eyes.
"w-what--"
"i know it. i know everything. you slept with her. she showed me--"
"she came here--?"
"her hickey and i was sure it was real. she even rubbed it a-and--"
she cut herself off as she wasn't able to control her tears. her legs suddenly weakened and she fell down on the floor. but before she could, taehyung caught her and trapped her in his embrace.
"shh shh calm down, calm down."
"you don't love me anymore, do you?" she weakly stated.
"no and i don't think i'll ever stop loving you." he said with seriousness covering his voice. "so please y/n. please tell me that you love me too and agree to running away with me?"
"will you please away with me and be free from everything?"
author. okay so im sorry if this took longer than i expected. let me explain. so i got lazy and things happened. also, my birthday is tomorrow. nobody probably cares but yeah.
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