bts imagines

❝death bed❞ part three - angst

present — past

"He's guy I want to be with my whole life." she sobbed, hands shaking as she spoke. "I want to be with him for as long as we both live."

"I want to be his forever." she said. "Like I was to him."

"You're my forever, my angel." he said, lightly kissing her forehead. "You're my love."

"You'll always be the one I love." he continued. "Nothing could ever change my mind."

"I'm sorry. That I was a coward." she said. "I distanced myself because of the threat my mother gave." she sniffed. "I didn't want to put your life at risk my love."

"But it seems that because of my stupid decision," she stuttered, "I-I made everything worse."

"If only you were still here my love." she looked at his coffin, eyes sparkling with love and sadness. "We still would've be happy."

"If only I fought for you like how you always fought for me."

She sobbed, stepping away and looking at the coffin for the last time, softly placing a rose.

"You will always be the one I love jungkook." she whispered. "No one will ever replace your place in my heart."

Slightly stepping away from the coffin she smiled with tears and pain lacing her eyes. "See you soon my love."

She felt arms wrapping around her shoulders as yoongi whispered, "Goodbye jungkook."

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Once again laying on the hospital bed, you sighed, feeling the tears well up your eyes without a reason. You felt weaker now.

"You know," yoongi muttered. "I've never hated you y/n." he said, a tear sliding down his cheek.

"I just didn't like your decisions." he continued. "Look at what you're doing to yourself. Do you want me to regret my life too when you're gone?"

"It's not your fault yoongi. I'm doing this to myself." she smiled. "If you stop me, then I'll be more sad."

You caressed his cheek as he sat beside your bed. "This is the only way I'll be happy yoongi."

"I just want to be with him once again. In that way, we can spend our whole lives up there. Together." she whispered. "Besides, I'll die anyways so what's the point? This cancer isn't going to leave my body so might as well just give up."

You watched jimin bury his face in his hands as he cried with your words.

"In this way, I can keep my promise." she muttered. "To stay by his side forever."

"I can keep my promise of only loving him as long as I live." Closing your eyes, yoongi was now a sobbing mess, tightly holding your hand.

"Sir? Is it time?" the doctor asked and seokjin nodded, sobbing.

The doctor slowly turned the life support off, and before you gave up on everything, you looked at every single one of them.

"Thank you for everything." you whispered.

"Say hi to jungkook for me please." Yoongi said, holding your hand and kissing it.

You weakly nodded, smiling softly as your eyes closed, feeling happiness swell up your chest.

You'll finally see him again and this time, when you do meet again,

You're gonna fight for him.

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Yoongi cried, he was once again attending another funeral. He didn't know what to do anymore with all this. He was hurting too.

As seokjin was speaking, he watched as two white butterflies flew towards the coffin. Seokjin was momentarily silenced.

Everybody watched as the two butterflies lingered towards each other. They stayed at the coffin for a couple minutes before flying toward seokjin.

Then, yoongi watched with tears welling up his eyes as it both headed towards him. He opened his palm as both butterflies sat there, staying with him.

He felt tears cascading down his cheeks as he bit his lower lip, eyes meeting seokjin's.

"But right now, I know that she's happy." Seokjin continued. "I know that she's happy with the person she's loved her whole life."

"She's happy now up there with jungkook. Together, I know they will fulfill the promises they made."

"I know that they will strengthen the love that they built. Together."

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