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❝left out and ignored❞ (part three) bangtan - angst

[🌙] : title : ❝ left out and ignored ❞
[🥂] : part : three
[✨] : type : angst
[🍂] : member(s) : bangtan

You sighed, a tear rolling down your cheeks as you listened to them argue behind you. Jimin stayed silent, sitting in front of you on the bed.

He watched as a tear rolled down your cheek. You then flinched as he wiped the tear with his sleeve.

You looked up at him as he smiled at you. "Don't mind them okay?" and he held your hand.

You stood up from the bed, removing his grip. "I came here for only one reason." you said and everyone silenced, attention on you. "I'm leaving."

"What?" seokjin asked, stepping close to you. "Y/N—"

"I'm going back to mom and dad at the states. I'm leaving tonight." you said, moving to your closet after you got your suitcase.

"Y/N. You can't just leave like that—" you cut off yoongi.

"I can and I will!" you shouted. "I don't want to be here anymore."

"But mom and dad are the reasons you came living here! You said they hurt you—!"

"It's better than living with people who think I'm clingy and a burden." you said. "Get out of my fucking room."

"Y/N ple—"

"I said get the fuck out of my room!"

They all sighed and headed out, closing the door. You turned, jumping upon seeing jimin still sitting on your bed.

"Jimin get out—"

"You're really leaving?" he asked, eyes glistening. "You're risking your physical health by going back to the states y/n."

"I don't want you to go through all that again." he cared for you. He loves you and you know that. He was always the one there for you. Throughout everything.

He stood up, standing in front of you. "But if we're the reason you're going back there, than maybe we're hurting you more." he held your hand, a tear rolling down his cheek. "Do what you want but always think about it first okay? Do what you want and what you think is right."

"I don't want you to leave. Really. I just—" he sighed shakily. "I just want you to be happy."

He dropped your hand, suddenly hugging you. "As your brother, you mean a lot to me." he kissed the top of your head. "You mean so so much to me."

And then, he let go, wiping his eyes with his sleeves as he turned, stepping out the room and closing the door.

Your knees weakened and you fell on the ground, your tears rolling down your cheeks.

—flashback—

It was a week after you moved in with your brothers in Seoul, you never told them the reason why. Scared at their reaction.

"What's this?" Jimin asked, suddenly taking your wrist and examining the dark bruise just near it. The others were out, buying grocery and jimin was the only one left with you. "Who did this?"

"Jimin—" you tried taking it back but he tightly held it. "I just accidentally hit it somewhere. Let me go please."

"This doesn't look like an accident y/n." he lifted up your sleeves until it reached your forearm. He silently gasped, eyes analyzing the trail of bruises in just your arm. He also looked at your other arm and saw more bruises.

"W-who did this to you y/n!?" he asked, eyes landing over your teary ones. "Who..."

You pleaded, looking down as you whispered. "M-mom and dad."

His lips parted and he hugged you, shocked by what he discovered. You cried, hugging him back.

"Please don't tell the others yet." you whispered.

—present—

If he was really there for you, then why didn't he try to protect you? Why didn't he comfort you and stay with you?

You really didn't want to, but you needed to leave. To think about everything you've been going through.

You stood in front of them, suitcase held by your hand. They sat in complete silence until you spoke.

"I'm leaving. Please. Let me." your eyes landed on jimin and he sadly smiled, another tear rolling down hi cheek. "I'm sorry."

[🥂] : author's note
       — yall asked for it, here you go
            lmao

       — thoughts pls? 🥺

[📝] : total word count
        — 691 words