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❝a rejected miracle❞ × pjm - angst

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She waited for him. And as she did, negative thoughts entered her mind. She remembered the day she delivered their baby angel. She remembered his face when he saw her. When he saw that she didn't look much of a korean but instead of a foreigner.

[flashback]

"Jimin? She's beautiful right?" she asked, fear overcoming her thoughts.

"Yes, she is." he said with obvious hesitation in his voice. It hurt her a bit but she hid it.

"A-are you not happy jimin?" she asked, lips quivering a bit. He then sighed a bit as his eyes softened.

"I am baby. I'm happy." but she knew well. She knew he was lying and it was pretty much obvious.

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"Y/N dear, may I talk to you one sec?" Jimin's mother asked as she raised her eyebrows. "Of course mom."

And they headed towards the small empty guest room to talk.

"You know, I accepted you even though you weren't korean and even though we didn't like you that much before because my son loved you right?" I frowned and nodded, confused.

"But that baby of yours-"

"E-excuse me? I'm sorry but- 'baby of yours?' it's mine and Jimin's baby."

"Okay, okay fine. Your and Jimin's baby is quite off the limits dear." y/n scoffed, not understanding her.

"What do you mean-"

"I mean, considering that your child also got the majority of your looks is unacceptable!" she gasped. "You're a foreigner for pete sakes y/n and jimin is a korean! Hanuel is your and Jimin's first child!" Tears welled in her eyes as she took in what she was saying. "It's such a shame and disappointment to our culture and tradition to know that Jimin's first born child looks more like a foreigner!"

"I know you can't control that but dear, I can't truly accept her."

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You

"It's such a shame eh?" Jieun, Jimin's cousin scoffed. "That Jimin's first born child looks more like a foreigner." she loudly told minji, as if I wasn't inside the room.

"I know right." Minji responded as tears welled my eyes. I looked at hanuel, who was sleeping peacefully in my arms. "Such a shame. Unlike my baby jaehyunie" minji continued.

I then glanced at jimin by my side. I know he heard what they said but he just ignored it and didn't even defend me.

I knew to myself that he also didn't like the fact that hanuel didn't look like a korean but this is too much. I felt like he didn't even love me anymore.

"Hey, don't listen to them y/n. They're jobless bitches." Hyeji whispered.

"Yeah. Don't listen to them." hoseok followed and yoongi nodded beside him. They were the only ones who was there beside me. Hoseok and Yoongi were jimin's friends and hyeji was hoseok's sister. And we four became a bit closer than we had expected.

[present]

"Park jimin it's been hours! You're acting like nobody is waiting for you!" you shouted as soon as he entered the front door. He then ignored you. You again saw the hickeys displayed in his chest. He doesn't even try to hide it anymore. "Park jimin! Whu are you always like this?!" you shouted with pain and anger mixed with your voice. "I know you're cheating! You're always acting as if you don't love me or haneul anymore-!" and that was it. That was what it takes for the tears you held in for so long to fall. Just because of the words he muttered.

"Because maybe I don't love you!" he shouted. "You're always nagging! You did nothing but nag! You're useless! You even dare disrespect me when I've been enduring your nagging even though I don't love you?!" You gasped. "You even bought that baby and made me more tired just to feed the both of you useless people!"

"Don't you dare talk about my baby like that! You could hurt me but not haneul!"

"Shut up! Look," he went near me and tightly grabbed my jaw. "I don't love you y/n. I never did. I was only forced by your parents because they told me you needed someone to spend your life with. They payed me and my family. Okay? So don't ever think I even loved you. Because no. I didn't. And I never will. Because no one would ever love a fat and ugly pig like you." he whispered and threw my weak body toward the floor.

"Now pack your things and leave tomorrow. Yunha is going to live with me here. And she is who I love. Not you. I don't ever want to see your and your child's face ever again. Just by being with you disgusts me. I got enough humiliation with two years now and I'm done with it." He climed up the stairs and slammed the door shut.

Maybe he's right. No one would really love a girl like me.

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