bts imagines

❝blame❞ MYG - angst

please. listen to me. please listen to moon and back by alice kristiansen. i promise you. you won't regret it.

"APPA!" the little girl shouted and ran towards her mother that was lying on the floor. "Please stop!"

"Get the fuck away from her you useless bitch!" he shouted and pushed her away. Her knee and hip then got hit by the nearby coffee table as it stumble down and broke. Glass shards scattered at the floor and her lower body fell on it.

"AHH!" the ten year old girl shouted with agony and pain in her voice. Before she lost consciousness, she then heard a two gunshots.

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"E-eomma-" she stuttered as she slowly woke up, feeling her head ache.

"yoongi she's awake...." a voice whispered.

"I'll call the doctor." A deep voice muttered followed by a door opening and closing.

She opened my eyes to see jimin, her brother's best friend softly smiling at her.

"Mom and dad are gone." a voice sternly said and her eyes widened, looking to her other side to see yoongi, her brother looking at her with anger in his eyes. "And it's because of you."

"Yoongi! She just wake up and it isn't her fault!" Seokjin shouted behind him.

"Tch. It is her fault."

"E-eomma and appa are d-dead? No! They can't be-!!" she shouted as she removed the IV drop on her hand and began shuffling to go out the bed.

Jimin and namjoon then held me in place. "N-no baby. Please calm down." jimin whined.

"Eomma..."

[present]

"It's my fault! Everything is my fault!"

It's been 5 years. I'm 15 now and yoongi is now 20 years old. 5 years. 5 years of nothing but yoongi neglecting me, blaming me, humiliating me in front of my schoolmates.

Yoongi had blamed me of my parents death because at that time, he wasn't there. He was in a camping trip for a whole week. And I was left alone with my parents. They had gotten in a huge fight and father was drunk. I tried protecting mother but there was just no use.

After I had woken up from my short coma which lasted for 3 days, my brother and his group of friends which was namjoon, seokjin, hoseok, taehyung and jimin had immediately rushed home after receiving the tragic news.

Depression grew and happiness faded. I've learned that I would never be happy.

It was peaceful at where I was siting. It was hidden and I was probably the only one who knew this place. Oh and also yoongi as he said he once followed me here.

It was inside a forest. Not too far but not too close. If you walk deep inside the forest, you'll be able to see this place. It's like a beach. And by the end of the beach, it has a small cave. It was where I often hide. (im sorry im so bad at describing 😣)

"I wish I never was alive. You should've killed me too father."

After moments of just crying over the past, I sighed and headed home.