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❝death bed❞ part two - angst

"Yoongi can you check up on her?" Seokjin ordered, "She's been up there for too long."

Yoongi groaned but obliged as he looked at seokjin's glaring eyes. He headed upstairs and slowly opened the door to see both bodies unconscious.

"Fuck." he cursed, rushing up the female's body on the floor and shaking her. "Fuck wake up y/n!"

"Seokjin!" he shouted, carrying her bridal style and quickly running out the bedroom's door. "Seokjin go get jungkook!"

"What the hell happened!?" Namjoon asked, rushing to her and yoongi. "I saw her on the floor unconscious! Go get the fucking car namjoon!" yoongi replied.

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your pov

Your eyes fluttered open, quietly sighing and sight roaming around the room.

"She's acting like the victim!" you heard a voice and saw yoongi and the other boys arguing. "When she's the suspect seokjin! If it weren't for her then jungkook would've still been here!"

"Hell look at her yoongi!" Seokjin shouted back. "She's obviously hurt too! Can't you understand her situation first!?"

You reached up, fingers hovering over the nasal cannula by your nose and quickly ripping it off you.

They heard the rustle and their heads quickly snapped to you. You quickly reached for your IV, attempting to rip it off too but a hand quickly stopped you and you looked up to see taehyung.

"Don't." he said and you squirmed, "Let me g-go—"

You breathed heavily, eyesight getting blurrier as you tried sitting up.

"Calm the hell down god!" yoongi shouted and you flinched. "We already saved you but here you are! Whining!"

"Did I ask you to!?" you shouted back. "I never wanted you to save me! I wanted to die already! I just wanted to be with him again but you had to ruin it!"

"That's not the only solution y/n. He told us to tell you to find someone else and be happy—"

"I can't! I only want him! I can't be with anybody else! I only love him!" you shouted. "But he wanted to leave me! All alone here!"

"That's you're fault —"

"Yoongi." Seokjin growled. "we'll help you okay? We'll be with you on every step." she scoffed, shaking her head.

"You can never help me."

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She stared out the window, eyes and soul dull. "Goddamn you're so stubborn. Why am I even still here." yoongi rolled his eyes, complaining.

"Then leave." you said, on the verge of crying again. "Leave me alone too."

Yoongi's eyes softened and he sighed. "Why are you doing this to yourself?"

"Wow" you scoffed. "Isn't that what you wanted? For me to suffer?" a line tear escaped her eye. "Well then here."

"I'm already suffering enough so just let me be."