bts imagines

❝selfless❞ pjm - angst

"Why are you like this y/n?" he sternly asked.

"What do you mean jimin?" she softly asked, plopping down onto the couch.

"Why do you keep hurting yourself?" he paused, looking at her. "Why do you still choose to stay with me even though you know you'll only get hurt?" she looked away, sighing.

"Because you need me jimin. If i ever left you, your parents would be mad at you and I don't want that."

"But y/n, I don't want to see you hurt anymore. I know you love me but--" he stopped as he didn't want to say the words that he knew could hurt y/n.

"You don't love me. I know." she continued. "I'd rather see myself hurt than see you hurt." She then stood up, going near him.

Cupping his cheeks, she muttered "Love, Never blame yourself because me. I'm just helping you okay?" she sighed. "Just do everything you can to make her feel loved. If you really love her, never let her go." she smiled and his tears fell.

It all started in an arranged marriage. She fell in love and he didn't. Because he had somebody else.

Suddenly, jimins phone rang and he backed away from y/n, answering the phone call.

"Yes, yes, I'll be there." he then hung up and turned towards y/n. "i need to go." with that, he went outside the front door.

As the door shut close, her tears fell and she whimpered. She then made her way towards her bedroom.

"It hurts." she sobbed. "It hurts so so much."

"Y/n?" a voice asked and she jolted up, startled. Her shoulders relaxed upon seeing her best friend, Kim taehyung

"T-taehyung." he then took small steps towards her. Plopping down her bed, he embraced her.

"Why don't you just let him go? He's hurting you so much."

"I can't. If I did, his parents would be mad at him and they'd either hurt his girlfriend or make them break up." his eyebrows furrowed and he huffed.

"But petal, what about you?" he paused. "Please just for this one time, stop being selfless and think about yourself."

Silence fell inside the room and she continued crying. She couldn't bring herself to leave him even thoughshe wanted to. His happiness mattered more than hers.

"Stop this. Stop everything y/n." taehyung suddenly parted from their hug and looked at her straight in the eyes. "Are you going to wait for the past to repeat itself? Huh? Do you want to feel everything you felt when he left you? After you did nothing but give him your love?"

Her face scrunched and her breathing was uneven. She placed both her palms on her ears. "Shut up."

"No y/n. Stop this. Stop making wrong decisions. Stop loving someone you know would hurt you--!"

"Shut up! I don't care! I don't care anymore taehyung! I just want him happy!"

And by the door stood the man y/n was talking about. The one she dearly loves. He was peeking through the ajar door, obviously eavesdropping. His eyebrows were furrowed and his lips was pursed.

Past? She has never told me anything about her past.