❝he loves her back❞ KSJ - mild angst

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You stepped inside the big ballroom as you sighed. You knew well that this would hurt you but you wanted to see. To know.

With your glittery mask, you glanced around the place and pursed your lips. Your eyes then landed upon a bar.

You sighed and decided onto heading that way. Upon sitting on the stool, you called for the bartender.

"A glass of wine please." he nodded and proceeded onto preparing the drink.

"Ahh, so you decided on hurting yourself?" you flinched as a figure sat down on the stool beside you.

He smirked and you knew well it was him.

"Min. What do you want now." you sternly asked as you elegantly encircled your fingers on the glass after the bartender had placed your drink in front of you.

"What if I said I want you?" he whispered and you turned to look at him, the nose of both your masks touching.

It was very surprising that he had still recognized you despite the mask that you were wearing. Just like you, he was also wearing a half mask and his pale skin was quite noticeable so you knew it was him.

"Then I'd tell you," you whispered back. He then chuckled, leaning back.

"You can't have me." you both said at the same time. You then placed the empty wine glass on the table in front of you.

Smirking, you stepped down the tall stool and went inside the circle of individuals, randomly holding a guys hand and slowly dancing with him.

He smiled and slightly bowed down. As both your eyes then met, his narrowed, analyzing yours.

"Y/N-ssi?" he whispered still holding your hand up and his other hand placed on your waist as yours was on his shoulder.

"Hello Jungkook-ssi." you grinned and he grinned back, bunny teeth showing.

"What are you doing here?" his eyes suddenly turned soft, concern painting his doe eyes.

You then shrugged, "For the pain of closure." you smiled, as he spun you and you twirled towards the guy beside him, landing on his chest but quickly getting in position.

Slow dancing, you glanced beside you both to see the man you loved with the woman they said he had loved.

The woman he married.

"Don't worry, you'll be able to have a dance with him. Just wait." a soft voice whispered and you looked in front of you to see namjoon. "Why would you suddenly come here and hurt yourself y/n?"

You rolled your eyes. "For fucks sake, because I wanted closure." you whisper-shouted, looking beside you again to see him smiling, whispering something in her ear.

You felt your heart break as you saw how she giggled, turning his way as their noses touched and his eyes closed, leaning towards her and kissing her in the lips.

Tears welled your eyes as they parted.

They fell in love with each other.

You looked up to look at namjoon's concerned eyes as he spun you and finally, you were in his arms again.

"Hi?" he muttered and you felt a tear drop down your cheek.

"Uh, mind looking up?" It quite hurt you to realize that he didn't recognize you. Your friends had immediately recognized you but your boyfriend didn't. "Heyy..." he continued whining.

As you heard the music, you looked up and stared at him straight in the eyes. It was almost time to change partners.

As he also had a half mask, you saw his soft smile slowly change into a frown.

"Y/N...." you bitterly smiled. "What are you—"

"I wanted closure and it seems that I just saw the closure that I had needed." you whispered.

"I thought you loved me?" you asked. "But that's okay. I knew this would happen."

He unwillingly spun you as you landed on familiar arms again. Looking up, your gaze landed on familiar eyes and the same familiar pale skin.

"Y-yoongi-"

"Why the fuck are you so dumb." he sternly said as you saw anger in his eyes.

He was right, you were dumb. Dumb as fuck to think that he wouldn't leave you. That he would stay with you and wait for everything to be over.

Your tears fell upon the thought as you saw seokjin looking at you with obvious sympathy.

3rd person

Yoongi glared at his hyung as seokjin continued staring at the girl he said that he loved.

And he did. But it just suddenly faded. Like it never existed.

Yoongi's eyes then landed on her figure. It was slightly shaking as she was crying.

"I-I am so d-dumb." she stuttered as yoongi's eyes softened. "Why did I even think t-that- that he wouldn't leave me-"

Yoongi frowned and his fist clenched as he felt hurt hearing her voice. He then scoffed and held both her hands, encircling them around his waist.

Gasps echoed through the hall but she didn't care.

Of course they would act like this, yoongi is one of the successful music producers in Seoul and has many building all around. He's also a model. Overall, he is famous as hell.

"Let them be princess." he whispered as he stepped out of the circle before they could even switch partners.

He then lightly carried her, slightly running towards the balcony. Yoongi didn't fully carry her which was good. He only lifted her up, her feet not touching the floor.

He then lightly placed her down as he removed her arms from his waist.

"Please stop crying." he whispered as he felt himself tearing up. "I don't like seeing you in tears."

"I-I know that she loved him but it just hurts me so much." she stuttered. "The fact that she's my best friend and that she knew adds up on the pain."

"Y/N...."

"She didn't even stop his or her parents. She loves him!" she cried out. "She loves him and I do to! I don't know what to follow anymore. I do t want to lose her but at the same time I don't want to lose him."

"She loves him and I don't want her to be hurt if he comes back to me. But now, h-he loves her back—"

"And you lost yourself." he coldly said. "You were too scared to lose them. You tried not to lose them but you unconsciously lost yourself instead."

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thoughts?
i'd really love to hear your feedback akskak it'll make me feel motivated and inspired✨

anyways, im legit not feeling well rn and my whole body hurts. i wanna take a rest but then i don't want to at the same time(ik im crazy)
i have to study for our preliminary tomorrow but i just wanna update for yall so im very sorry if this is shitty.

also, i actually want to make a part 2 for this and it'll be a bit more angsty, i think.
but ofc its up to yall if you want to skakskaksksks

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