bts imagines

❝i'd have to let you go❞ pjm - angst

She smiled as she saw her reflection in the mirror. She then looked up as she saw her sister smiling down on her while styling her hair.

"You love him so much, don't you?" she asked. You smiled and brought your hand up to your moon necklace, fiddling with it.

"It's obvious, isn't it?" y/n chuckled. She stared at the necklace, remembering the time he gave it to her.

"Keep this love. For I know you love the moon. This is a symbol of my love for you and my promise to stay with you until the end."

He also had one. But his was a full moon and hers was a half moon.

"I'm happy that finally, you found someone that you know would love you deeply." minju, her sister smiled. "But y/n, please think about yourself. Be selfish if you know it's for the best."

She looked down and smiled. She knew that she was just worried. Worried that the past would repeat itself without y/n knowing.

"I don't know." she smiled. "I'll just wait and see what happens."

Suddenly, y/n stood up and looked at her wedding gown from the mirror. She smiled, satisfied.

"I'll be going now y/n." she announced. "The ceremony will start soon. Congratulations lil sis" she smiled as she walked out the door, softly closing it.

Without a reason, she felt tears brimming up her eyes. She didn't know if it was tears of joy or..... sadness.

She walked up the room's window and looked outside to see people frantically running around.

"Where is he?" she frowned as she heard faint noises from outside. "Where is jimin?!" she heard another whisper.

"Look for him!" and then she heard two people running away.

Her heart beat quickened as she didn't know what was happening. Suddenly, the door busted open and she flinched.

"Y/N-ah...." he whispered and she gasped, seeing his hurrying figure. "Love I'm—I'm" he panted.

"Jimin what are you doing here?!" she said. "You shouldn't be here!"

He looked up and stared straight at her eyes. Her eyes softened to see his teary ones. Suddenly, he removed his promise ring and placed it on her palm.

"W-what's wrong—"

"Please let me go." he said. "I don't think I can do this." he suddenly broke down, crying.

"What do you mean..."

"I tried loving you again but... I just can't anymore." he said. "I-I don't love you anymore."

She felt her own salty tears streaming down her cheeks. It was happening again. Again and again.

"I'm sorry." he said. "I told myself that if maybe I married you, my feelings would come back but then I realized something else."

"I love your sister." she gasped, hearing his remark. "I don't know what got into me—"

He brought his hands up to his hair and pulled it.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry." he sobbed.

She stayed quiet as she continued silently crying. She looked up upon seeing him nearing her. She cried harder upon feeling his warm presence near her.

"I don't have a choice don't I?" she painfully smiled. "I'd have to let you go no matter what."

"I don't want to tie you to a relationship you're no longer happy with." she said, looking straight at his eyes. "Even if it pains a lot, I'd have to eventually let you go. Because that is for the best."

He sobbed. She then smiled and softly grabbed his chin, leaning up towards him and she closed her eyes, connecting her lips with his.

And then she felt it. She felt the emptiness. She felt no spark. No love.

Their lips moved in sync but it wasn't passionate. The kiss was painful. Bittersweet and empty.

It was nothing but a goodbye kiss.

As their lips parted, their hearts did too.

"Now go." she whispered. "Go before they catch you."

"I'm sorry—"

"I said go love." she said and he looked at her with pitiful and sad eyes.

He walked towards the door and placed his hand on the doorknob.

"Take care and I love you." he stopped, a tear dropping down his cheek.

"Please take care and I loved you too."

And then he ran. He ran outside the room towards where he felt free. Outside her embrace.

She closed her eyes as she felt her knees weakening and she eventually fell down and the floor, sobbing harder than before.

The door busted open and in comes taehyung. His eyes softened as he saw her broken figure.

"H-He's gone." she sobbed. "He left me. They left me" she opened her hand to see the promise ring he wore before.

"Y/N..."

"Every time. Every single time." she said. "Maybe I really am not meant to love."

"I don't want this anymore." she sobbed.

"I don't want to get hurt again and again." she cried as taehyung sat down beside her and pulled her to his embrace. "I want to be happy for once. I want to live a life happily."

Hurrying footsteps were heard and taehyung looked up to see the other 5 boys at the door, looking at her with hurt and sad eyes.

"I don't want to keep losing my loved ones."

author.

triple update because why not.