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❝ her distant touch ❞ myg - angst

[🌙] : title : ❝ her distant touch ❞
[✨] : type : angst
[🍂] : member(s) : min yoongi

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—yoongi's pov—

"It's all your fault." her sister screamed at my face, tears streaming down her face. "If you hadn't let her drive all alone then she wouldn't be here, fighting for her life!"

I closed my eyes, letting her weekly punch my chest. "Y-you know damn well it was heavily snowing why— why..." she slid down, sitting on the hospital floor (she gon get dem corona doe 😳✋) and balling her eyes out.

She was right. If I hadn't left her alone, then she wouldn't be here right now.

She's barely even hanging on.

—present—

A week. It's been a whole week since I've seen her. Her sister isn't even letting me see her.

She said I didn't deserve to.

And I believe her.

Walking by the streets of seoul, I checked my phone for the time as I neared my apartment. I heavily sighed as it got colder.

8:58 pm.

I sighed once again, bags on my hands getting heavier as I got more tired. However, as soon as I reached my apartment, my eyes widened and I dropped the bags I held.

I ran beside her, still not believing it. "Y/N....." she turned, smile on her lips.

"Yoongi—" she got cut off with a cough.

"Y/N why are you here? You're supposed to be at the hospital! I'll call your—"

"No please." she whispered and held my hand as I tried to reach for my phone.

"But you shouldn't be here! It's snowing so heavily y/n—"

"Yoongi please." she pleaded and I stayed silent, noticing her glossy eyes. "I only came to tell you something since my sister didn't let you go near me."

"How did you even get out y/n?"

"That doesn't matter." she whispered. "I love you yoongi and all of this happening isn't your fault okay?"

She tiptoed, lips glazing over mine as she kissed me. It was strange and somehow nostalgic. It felt like it wasn't real. Everything feels strange.

Why does her touch feel so....

Distant?

"Please visit me tomorrow yoongi." she whispered. "I'm sure my sister will let you see me." She smiled.

She then began walking away as I stood there, frozen and confused. Before she fully disappeared from my sight, she turned and said,

"Atleast you got to see me one last time right?" She smiled. "I love you and thank you for everything."

Despite of how confused I was, I couldn't bring myself to shout and ask her what she meant.

Instead, I felt tears stream down my cheeks.

It feels good to finally let out everything that I've been bottling up. I had no one to depend on. She was the only one and at this point,

I feel like I've already lost her.

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9:00 am

I walked through the halls of the hospital she was admitted to. Reading every room's number, I stopped once I saw '309' imprinted on the door in front of me.

I heaved out a sigh and opened the door.

Only to be greeted with emptiness.

I panicked, seeing nobody inside the room. Y/N isn't even on the bed. I was sure this was her room—

"She's not here." I turned, eyes landing on the sight of her sister. "Just—Just follow me."

I frowned but obliged, following her and closely following her until we reached a certain room.

The mortuary.

I felt my heartbeat increase as we entered the room.

"Here she is." her voice lightly cracked with pain as she pointed to a body that was covered with a white cloth.

I slowly opened it and felt my tear fall from my eyes upon seeing y/n laying down. Face pale and lips chapped.

"No..." I whispered, shaking my head. "No! I just— I just saw her yesterday I—"

"What do you mean?" her sister suddenly asked.

"She was outside my apartment yesterday night at around 8:50! She can't just be dead! No!"

"So it's true." she whispered, sighing. "Grandma had told me not to worry because she knew y/n's soul would visit you."

"What?"

"She never went out the hospital yoongi." she explained. "She died at exactly 8:27 pm yesterday."

"She didn't even say goodbye to us. She never wake up." she said, he voice breaking as she cried.

"She loves you that much huh?"

[🥂] : author's note
       — hi :DD how was this chap? pls
            tell me what you think uwu

[📝] : total word count
        — 763 words