bts imagines

❝leave me❞ PJM - angst

warning !! mentions of miscarriage

Italic - flashbacks
normal font - present

"Love?" he whispered, softly opening the door. "I'm home."

As he headed towards the bed, his eyes widened and his heart beat accelerated. He then ran towards her side of the bed and cupped her face.

"L-love." he stuttered. "Love why are you crying?"

"J-jimin-" she sobbed. "Did you ever love me?"

His eyes widened and he slightly gulped.

"W-what are you talking about love. Of course I loved you and I still do."

he lied. he lied to her.

"I love her. I really do." He sobbed. "But I was just too blind to notice."

"Jimin." she whispered. "Jimin I miss you."

He unconsciously smiled.

"Mhm. I miss you too love." he whispered back and plopped down on the bed, phone still in hand.

"When are you coming back?" she asked.

"After a month maybe." he answered. "Dad came here earlier. He gave us a surprise visit."

She hummed, asking him to continue.

"Good thing the manager of our franchise here is a very well organized and strict person." he continued. "The employees were very impressive."

"Hm. That's good then." she muttered, tired. "Jimin? I've gotta go now. I'm going to sleep. Goodnight."

"I love you" she whispered.

"Mhm. I know. Goodnight."

"I wasn't able to make her feel like-" he choked out a sob. "like the princess she is."

"Jimin!" she ran up to him with open arms. "Jimin I missed you so much!"

He chuckled, hugging her back.

"I missed you too princess."

"I lied to her!" he shouted, standing up, fists balled up. "I lied to her and I hate myself because of that!"

He then grabbed a fistful of his hair with both his hands and began pulling on it.

"Jimin stop!" yoongi shouted, pulling on his arm. Namjoon also held his arm, pulling him down to sit on the couch.

"I hate myself! I hate myself so much!" yoongi then tightly wrapped his arms around the shaking boy and began comforting him.

"Jimin, please calm down." he whispered.

"Jiminie...." she weakly whispered. "I-i won't die right?"

Just like a baby, her lips curved and tears welled her beautiful eyes. Jimin's tears fell as he tightly held her hand.

"No love. You won't die." he whispered back.

"M-my baby won't die right-? AGRH" she screamed in pain.

Suddenly, he felt his world stop for a minute. He processed her words as he looked straight at her eyes.

She was saying the truth. She wasn't lying. She was too innocent that it made him feel guilty.

"Promise me the baby's going to be fine." she said. "The baby matters more than me."

"I put her into danger and I fucking hurt her!" he continued sobbing, tightly gripping yoongi's shirt. "I had put her into danger."