The Bad Boy's Queen (R-18 Vikings Series)

Chapter 49

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Zarena

Stress.

Yun ang sabi ng doktor na nagsuri sa akin.

That's the main reason why I am feeling weak, upset stomach, muscle pains and head ache. At kaya ako napapadami ng kain ay dahil siguro stressed ako.

I looked at the man sleeping peacefully beside me. His arms are tightly wrapped around me possessively. It was hard to make him sleep because he just kept on staring at me a while ago. So many emotions playing in his eyes.

I know it is hard for him. Luke always exerts so much effort in mending our problems and issues just so we would not end up without untalked arguments. Throughout the days we have been together, he managed to do so. No words could describe how good he is as a partner, romantically. He makes things easy no matter how difficult it is for him. And I admire him for that. I admire him for many reasons.

I may be a fool in letting him go. I won't argue with that. It will be impossible to make things straight after this, but I have chosen this road already. I have no right to complain and get hurt. But the consequences of me fighting for him is just too much to bear if I insist on my love for him.

Pikit ko mang kalimutan, hindi mawala-wala sa isip ko ang sobrang pagkadismaya sa mukha ni Luke nang sabihin ng Doktor na hindi ako buntis. At di ko rin makakalimutan ang sobrang pag-aalala na nakaukit sa mukha niya matapos sabihin ng Doctor ang kalagayan ko.

It was as if Luke was holding his own emotions when he heard that. Na parang pinipigilan niyang huwag sumabog sa mga emosyong namumuo sa dibdib niya.

Tahimik rin siya buong biyahe pabalik dito sa dorm. But there was something that didn't change. Despite of the raging emotions inside of him, he still always glanced at me, trying to check if I'm okay or not. Nung hindi pa siya mapakali, tinanong niya ako kung masama pa rin ba ang kalagayan ko, kung okay ba ako, kung nahihilo ba ako o nasusuka.

The Viking I known has always been the Viking he is.

Hindi pa rin nagbabago ang damdamin ko para sa kanya. Mabilis pa rin ang tibok ng puso ko kapag nakikita ko siya, tanging siya lang ang nakakagawa nito sa akin. I am still in love with him. At hindi ko na mababago ito. No matter how much I deny it, Luke has taken a part of me that will always remain his, forever.

Bukas, balak kong umalis dito at bumalik sa Bicol. And I don't plan on telling him about it.

Kasi kung ganitong masyado kaming malapit pa rin sa isa't-isa, mahirap ko siyang maiiwasan. Mabuti na rin at bakasyon na sa susunod na linggo. Kung hindi pa ipinaalala sa akin nila Catalya, baka next week ay papasok pa rin ako sa paaralan. We already had our exams as law students. So how could it skip my mind that classes for law students are over now? Ganun ako ka-lutang sa mga iniisip ko?

Napatitig ako kay Luke nang makitang dahan-dahang bumukas ang mga mata niya. He looked at me with those sleepy eyes that I always love seeing every morning when he wakes up.

Alam ko na ang nasa isip niya kaya tipid ko siyang ngitihan. "Get back to sleep. Matutulog na rin ako" Mahinang sabi ko sa kanya dahil nababasa ko ang gusto niyang itanong.