Wanting To Be Perfect//Myg×Pjm

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Jimin goes to the last of his lessons. By the time it's the end of school, he hasn't ever wanted to leave more.

He's being fat shamed for no reason.

He's not even fat.

"Hey son how was your day?" Jimin's father asks.
"Horrible. Can we go back home now?"

Jimin's father nods.

"That's where we are going now" he says.
"No as in home home"

Jimin's father shakes his head.

"This is our home for the mean time and until we get our own home. Our old home isn't home anymore son and it never will be again"

Jimin nods.

Then they arrive at this rather fancy house. Jimin thinks it seems pretty chill.

A nice couple are there to greet them.

"Annyeong you seem like a nice cute lad" the lady says pinching Jimin's cheeks.

Jimin just smiles. It's fake.

"Let me introduce you to my son" she says.

"YOONGI!" his dad yells.

Yoongi walks downstairs and his eyes widen when he sees Jimin. It soon turns into a smirk.

Yoongi looks into Jimin's widened eyes. He sees him nervously gulp.

"We already know each other. We met at school" Yoongi explains.

The adults nod.

"Show Jimin up to his room he will be next to your room with the connecting bathrooms" his mother instructs.
"Ne"

They're about to go when his mother calls them both.

"We are all going to go and catch up. Being as you boys already know one another, you boys may stay home"

They both nod and Jimin bows.

Then Yoongi grabs Jimin's arm.

He is a little rough.

Jimin just goes with it. Once they are out of sight from the adults, Jimin yanks Yoongi's hand off of him.

"Are you angry?" Yoongi mocks.

Jimin just looks at him angrily.

Yoongi shows him to his room.

"Don't you talk?" Yoongi asks.

Jimin nods.

"Bye" Jimin whispers.

Then he shuts the door to his room and locks it.

Jimin goes to his bag and unpacks. Once he is done, he grabs his little box. He puts the box under his pillow.

"What you doing?" Yoongi asks.

He comes into Jimin's room through their connected bathrooms.

"Can you just leave me alone?" Jimin begs.

Yoongi shrugs.

"Fatty you're really boring. Why are you no fun?" Yoongi asks annoyed.
"Just go away. Go back to your little bitch"

Yoongi glares at Jimin.

"We broke up"

Then Yoongi starts smirking.

"Have you fallen for me? You do know that I'm straight right?" Yoongi smirks.
"I don't like you"

Yoongi chuckles.

"As if. You're gay right? I can tell"
"I'm bi. Not gay"

Yoongi scoffs.

Jimin just rolls his eyes and clicks his tounge.

"Please can you leave. I don't want to be disturbed" Jimin begs.

Yoongi can hear the hurt in his voice. It makes him frown.

Why is he so sad?

Yoongi wonders if he has upset him. It was only a joke. Right????

Yoongi nods and walks away.

The he goes into his room.

He can hear Jimin go into the bathroom and lock the door that connects his room.

Yoongi can't hear anything else.

What he doesn't know is what is under Jimin's pillow.

He grabs the blade that's in the box then he goes into the bathroom. He pierces the skin on his wrists.

The cuts are deep. The blade is sharp and Jimin whimers in pain.

Yoongi can hear a small whimper and just assumes Jimin is horney.

It makes him chuckle.

Yoongi thinks he is probably horney over him. It makes him smile for some reason.

Then he remembers he is straight. Not gay.

He hears sobs in the bathroom. That's how he knows Jimin isn't happy.

He wants to ask if Jimin is ok but his ego won't let him.

Jimin weighs himself on the scale.

He has only lost 1 pound. He intended to loose at least 2.

He sobs more the more he cuts into his skin. The sink fills up with his blood.

He's quick to wash it away and he holds his arm under neath the water of the tap.

He uses toilet roll to dry his wrist.

Then he rubs his eyes.

It hurts.