Wanting To Be Perfect//Myg×Pjm

6

Jimin stands up and runs out of class. He's a crying mess.

Loads of people start laughing at how pathetic he is.

"That's low" Taehyung says gritting his teeth. "That was too far" Yoongi mutters.

Taehyung goes over to Luna.

"That was low even for you. You're just a slutty bitch who is single as hell. Stop being jealous that you aren't Yoongi's bitch anymore. Even he's too good for you!"

With that Taehyung walks out of class.

He knows Jimin would of gone home so he does the same.

Yoongi grunts before standing up.

"LOOK AT THIS MESS YOU ALL HAVE CREATED. I'M GOING TO FIX THIS SHIT YOU ALL HAVE GOT ME IN. WHY DID YOU DO THAT? WE DON'T EVEN KNOW IF HE ACTUALLY IS SUICIDAL. IF HE DIES, IT'S ALL OF YOU GUY'S FAULTS" Yoongi yells.

Nobody has seen him this angry. He's normally the one getting shouted at.

"Let's just pray that he does the right thing and kills himself" Luna mutters.
"How fucking dare you" Yoongi spits.

He storms out of class.

He doesn't know where Jimin has gone but he knows he's really hurt.

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Jimin doesn't come home that night. He sent his Appa a text telling him that he's round a friend's house for a sleepover.

Yoongi is really worried for Jimin.

He doesn't come home for the rest of the week either.

He's not at school.

When he does show up at school, he looks pretty skinny.

Yoongi didn't know it was possible to loose so much weight especially in a week.

Jimin has dark circles under his eyes.

He looks tired and weak.

"Are you going to eat anything?" Taehyung asks Jimin.

Jimin only shakes his head.

"You need to eat. You're looking alot weaker"

Jimin shrugs.

"I'm feeling fine"

By the end of the day Jimin is cold and shattered.

He decides to walk despite Yoongi offering to drive him home.

It's raining. Great!

When he gets back to Yoongi's place, he's cold, wet and dizzy.

He goes upstairs and has a shower.

Whilst he's washing, he looks at his wrist guiltily.

It's going to scar pretty nastily.

He makes the shower cold to wake him up. He also read that it can help you loose weight.

When he gets out, he steps on the scales.

He's 120lb. He's supposed to be between 133-163lb for his height. Even women are supposed to weigh more.

"Jiminie are you coming for dinner?" Jimin's father calls up.
"No thanks"

Jimin's father frowns. He just shrugs it off. Recently he hasn't been coming for dinner. Even before the move.

Jimin goes into his room. Then he goes to a backpack. He grabs a slim fast smoothie and quickly downs it. Then he does about an hour of working out.

Jimin feels tired, of himself and his body.

He starts cutting his wrists as the sight of blood fills his vision.

He fills hatred with himself. He throws the blade to the bedroom floor in anger.

He wants to scream but he can't. He just feels numb.

Yoongi has noticed Jimin is getting skinnier. He's getting slimmer and slimmer by the second.

Yoongi knows something is going on with Jimin but he doesn't know what.

The next day at school Jimin is spacy.

The week afterwards is the same.

Jimin has been staying with Yoongi for almost 4 weeks now. Only 3 of them Jimin has actually been there.

Yoongi has kept a close eye on Jimin but he has noticed Jimin doesn't like to talk.

"Jimin are you alright?" Yoongi asks.
"Yup"
"Is.....is something wrong?"

Jimin shakes his head.

"Do you have an eating disorder?" He asks.
"No. Why do you care? You never care about me" Jimin snaps.
"I just don't want to see you hurting yourself"

Jimin rolls his eyes.

"Well you're too late for that" he mumbles.

"What have you done?" Yoongi asks.
"Nothing. Go back to not caring. It suited you better"

"Why are you hurting yourself?" He asks.
"I already told you. I'm not"
"FUCKING LIAR!" Yoongi spits.

Jimin walks away. Yoongi grabs his arm.

Then he yanks up his sleeve. His eyes widen in surprise.