Wanting To Be Perfect//Myg×Pjm

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Jimin's eyes widen.

"But it's too expensive hyung" Jimin says.
"So make good use of it. My treat"
"Are you sure hyung?"

Yoongi nods.

Jimin flings his arms around Yoongi.

"Thank you so much" Jimin squeaks.

Yoongi chuckles and hugs Jimin back.

"I would do anything to make you happy and to see that cute eye smile chimmie" he says.

Jimin is lost for words. He doesn't know what to do so he just hugs Yoongi tighter.

"Thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!" Jimin says again.
"Yah stop squealing or people are going to think I'm a soft person"

Jimin giggles and let's Yoongi go from the hug.

"Where are we going to now?" Yoongi asks.

Jimin shrugs.

They end up wandering around the shopping center for a little longer before Yoongi drives them both back home.

They sing in the car on the way back home. Yoongi screeches his lungs out until and Jimin does the same.

When a slower song comes on Jimin starts singing normally. Yoongi listens in awe.

He could listen to Jimin's voice all day.

"Wow you can really sing" Yoongi says once the song has finished.

Jimin blushes and plays with his sleeves.

"My mum was the only other person to hear me sing" Jimin admits.

He can feel his eyes glossing over with tears.

"Don't cry chimmie" Yoongi comforts.
"She always told me to be a singer and to follow my dreams when she was alive. Now she's gone I haven't sung for anyone else but myself" Jimin confesses.
"She was right. You should follow your dreams and sing"

Jimin nods and becomes quiet. He's used to people being mean to him about his voice.

His dad always told him to stop singing since his mother died. It brought back bad memories.

Yoongi rolls the car up at the house.

They go inside and greet Jimin's dad and Yoongi's parents.

Then they go into the kitchen where there are pizza boxes.

Yoongi grabs two plates and puts some pizza on them. He hands one to Jimin and sits down besides him.

Jimin only plays with his pizza.

"Aren't you going to eat?" Yoongi asks Jimin.

Jimin only shakes his head.

"I'm not hungry" Jimin sighs.

Yoongi grits his teeth.

"You need to eat Jimin"
"Why?"
"Because you might die"

Jimin shakes his head.

"I ate today though"
"That doesn't mean you can stop eating now!"

Jimin sighs a deep sigh.

"I need some time alone" Jimin says.
"What to self harm?" Yoongi snaps.

Jimin's mouth goes dry. That was really low.

"No I just need to think. You can't just assume everytime I'm alone that I'm going to cut!" Jimin barks back.
"BUT I'M RIGHT!" Yoongi yells.

Jimin bites his tounge.

"WHY CAN'T YOU ADMIT IT? YOU NEED HELP JIMIN. I'M WILLING TO GIVE YOU HELP BUT ALL YOU EVER DO IS PUSH ME AWAY. IT HURTS. IT HURTS LIKE A FUCKING BITCH" Yoongi rants.

Yoongi is sobbing and so is Jimin.

"I'm sorry Yoongi. I'll be back home later" Jimin whispers.

Then Jimin walks out of the house. Yoongi is too upset to go running after Jimin.

Jimin runs down the road rubbing his red eyes.

He runs to the first mall but then thinks Yoongi would know he was there.

He runs past it and ends up walking to the next mall.

His heart hurts and so does his lungs.

"Why am I on the track team for school?" Jimin asks himself.

When he gets to the next mall, he sees bright lights and a stage.

~COME SIGN UP TO DANCE AND SING ON OUR STAGE~

Jimin can hear the speaker blaring.

Jimin takes a deep sigh and looks over at the stall that is signing up people's names.

Then Jimin takes a deep sigh.

"I'm doing this for you eomma" Jimin whispers.

Then he walks over to the booth.

"Annyeong young man. Are you hear to sign up?" A pretty girl asks.
"Y-yeah"

She hands him the register for him to sign.

Jimin signs it hand shaking. She giggles at him.

"Are you nervous?" She asks.
"Ne"
"You are on next. Try not to be too scared"
"Thank you nuna" Jimin bows.
"Anytime"