Wanting To Be Perfect//Myg×Pjm

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Jimin shakes his head and looks at Yoongi.

"You don't need me. They are right, I am a nobody and a waste of space, don't waste your time on me, you're straight" Jimin whines.

Yoongi shakes his head.

"Fuck Jimin, I want you. Really badly. I have known I am gay for a long time, I just didn't want to admit it. Every time I kissed a girl, it felt wrong. When I kissed you, it felt different. Everything was complete. I need you Jiminie more than you will ever know. You're not a waste of space, you're the kindest, honest and the most perfect guy I have ever met. I want you. Park Jimin. I need you"

After Yoongi's confession, Jimin is left speechless.

"Don't hurt yourself, you're not a waste of space" Yoongi clarifies.
"Words don't make me feel any different" Jimin whispers.

Then he grabs loo roll and covers his bloody arms with it.

Jimin grabs the blade but Yoongi is quick to snatch it off of him.

"I'm going to dispose of this alright?" Yoongi asks.

Jimin nods.

Then Jimin is about to walk out when Yoongi stops him by touching his hip.

He holds his hip strongly and caresses it with his thumb.

Then he starts back hugging the younger.

"You don't have to feel the same way about me" Yoongi growls. "You don't even have to tell me if you do. But I just want you to know how I feel"

Jimin nods slowly.

He feels Yoongi's breath on his neck as his lips plant a small peck.

"Talk to me. Tell me that you're not ok" Yoongi says. "I can take it. I just need to know"
"O-ok"

Jimin turns round and hugs Yoongi. It startles Yoongi but he's quick to mould into the hug.

"I'm sorry. Just let me become happy. You don't need to worry about me"

Yoongi nods. He can feel how cold Jimin is through is jumper.

"Are you cold?" Yoongi ask.
"A little"

Yoongi goes into his bag and grabs out his hoodie. He slips it onto Jimin.

"My clothes suit you" Yoongi chuckles.

Jimin can't help but fall for that deep laugh.

They walk out of the bathroom like nothing happened.

Jimin isn't a cool kid and Yoongi doesn't want to look bad. Equally, his feelings for Jimin are strong. Really strong.

Jimin walks into class and gets a few looks.

"What's going on Jimin?" Taehyung asks.

Jimin can hear nervousness laced in his voice.

"Nothing why?" Jimin flashes him a fake smile.
"You look really skinny. Your jeans are hanging off of you. A few weeks ago they were fine"

Jimin shrugs.

"I've been ill for a while so I guess I just lost a little weight"
"Is that it? Are you sure?" Taehyung asks.
"Yeah of course. Why?"
"I care about you. You're my best friend"

Jimin smiles and ruffles Taehyung's hair.

"I'm fine"

Taehyung giggles. He hasn't seen this side of Jimin before.

Luna comes over to Jimin.

"Did you do it?" She asks meanly.
"Fuck off" Jimin mumbles.

She grabs Jimin's arm tightly making Jimin whine.

"That's good" she says.

Then she walks away.

"What was that?" Taehyung asks. "What did she mean?"
"I don't know" Jimin lies.

Then Yoongi comes over.

"Fuck off Yoongi" Taehyung grits his teeth.
"I'm not here for you. I'm here for chim chim"

Yoongi sits down next to Jimin.

"What did she want? Are you alright?"

Jimin nods.

"Was it about the locker thingy?" Yoongi questions.
"I'm sorry"

Yoongi hugs Jimin.

"What's going on here?" Luna asks.

Nobody talks.

She grits her teeth.

"Are you friends with fatty? Are you guys dating?" She snaps.
"No" Jimin whispers.

She gives Jimin dirty looks.

"You're ugly. You're fat and need to loose weight" she says.

"He's not fat. He's perfect" Yoongi says.

She looks at him confused.

"Look at him" she says.
"Yeah you need to look at him. His hair is perfect and looks beautiful, his skin is flawless and glows, his teeth are perfect, his smile lights up the room, his eyes sparkle and his lips look the nicest things ever to taste. Look at him!"