What If?

Chapter 30

Thanks for all the votes, comments and reads, I do appreciate it and keeps me going. Also you may have noticed but from here on out there will be a lot of anti Meghan things going on. I never trusted her, I tried giving her a chance but I never once trusted her. These chapters were written a year ago so even before the Africa documentary which you will notice seeing as I had a different path they would take in mind and I went with it. Something I've regretted since because of how Harry has been behaving. Some of you might be a Meghan fan and I apologise for not being to kind here to her. But this is my gut and I always write with that.

"So what do I get as a gift?" Amelia wondered as they drove towards the John Lewis store. "We'll have a look and see what we can find."

Kate noted as they arrived at the underground garage of the shopping department store. "I guess we'll have to see," Amelia whispered as they got out of the car and into the shopping mall. They left their coats in the car for now since they'd be doing most of the shopping inside of the department store.

The first they did was head towards the baby section. It was the first time that she was godmother, sure she'd bought a small gift for her younger brother when he'd been christened.

But never had she been asked to be godmother, let alone been asked to be of a Royal baby. She didn't mind it, she loved little Owen. She couldn't wait to see him again, to simply hold him in her arms. It wasn't helping her broodiness at all, but she didn't really care.

Breaking up once they entered the store. Kate and Pippa wanting to go and look for some stuff for their own children when she started the daunting task of finding a gift. Alex had given her his credit card to buy something with, something he tended to do a lot recently. But that didn't help her in picking out the perfect Christening gift, she didn't want to mess this up either.

"What about this?" Amelia wondered as she held up a stuffed toy attached to a blanket. She'd already put a hamper inside of her basket with all sorts of stuff inside of it.

"Oh he'll like it, you should buy it," Kate explained to her as she put it in her basket and headed for the till waiting in line with Kate and Pippa. They stayed a bit longer, going shopping for some clothes here and there. She'd already put her outfit for both the Christening and wedding together without any help.

She figured that since she was supposed to marry into this world, she better adjust to it as well. She'd never needed help in getting dressed of what she should wear. Why should she start needing help right now? She only hoped that she wouldn't make a complete fool of herself.

Once they were done, they put their shopping bags away in the car and walked to a nearby place that Pippa liked to eat at and Kate and Amelia hadn't heard of.

"So almost done studying?" Pippa wondered as she nodded her head at the sister of Kate. "I can't wait to finish up really. The closer my placement comes, the more I get worried," she admitted, looking down to where her glass was resting on the table. "Have you talked about this with Alex?" Kate asked her as she nodded her head.

"He said that whatever I decide, finishing up or quitting, he'll support me no matter what," she told them with a small sigh as she ran a hand through her hair.

"Would you quiet?" Pippa wondered, Amelia seemed like a girl, woman who knew what she wanted, no questions asked. Did what she believed in and stood behind the plans she made. She'd come to know her as a determined woman with a will of iron. But she could imagine that the attack had done a number on her, however.

"I don't know, I want to finish up what I started, I'm almost done, it seems kind of bad to throw away the last two and a half years of hard work. I wanted to graduate the best student of the class and my year, but it feels like it doesn't matter as much as it used to do," she explained with a shrug of her shoulders and tilt of her head.