𝙎𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙏𝙝𝙪𝙜𝙜𝙞𝙣' | 𝙃𝙇𝙏 𝙎𝙚𝙦𝙪𝙚𝙡

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London POV
"So girl...what's going on with you & Antwan?" Alexis said over the phone
"Girl what? There ain't no me & Antwan. He just stay here cuz I want him to have a place to stay and to be closer to the kids."
"Mhm. Closer to the kids or closer to yo pus-.."
"Aht Aht ! He just staying here .. nothing more."
"Girl I know y'all. He not just staying there. You gotta be giving him some cooch."
I laughed , "Girl bye. Lemme call you back later I got shit to do."
"Mhmm. The only thing you bouta do is Antwan."
I shook my head "Bye Alexis !" I hung up and put my phone down. I went downstairs to get the twins breakfast started. It was Saturday so they were sleeping in.

I walked in the kitchen and started cooking. Antwan walked downstairs with nothing but some grey Nike shorts on.
Ofc those mfukas had to be grey .
He walked up behind me while I was getting the food out the fridge & he grabbed a water bottle. This man's whole print was on me. I already felt kinda uncomfortable around him knowing what we just did..
I quickly , and awkwardly moved out of his way and resumed cooking.
"Good morning to you too London."
I turned back around and gave him a lil fake smile.
"Mornin."
"You actin mad weird.."
"Why'd you say that?"
He laughed & walked towards me. I kinda move so we weren't as close.
"Cuz anytime I'm by you, you move."
"Just don't wanna be in your way.."
"London I know this about yesterday and-.." I cut him off
"We don't gotta talk about that..it happened, and it's done."
"Ignore it all you want London..ain't gon change shit"
"I just don't want the twins to see us on some sneaky shit , and they get confused & think we together."
"Who said they gon see us? I'm slick with the sneaky shit. You know that."
I rolled my eyes . "Yea okay Antwan. Whatever you thought we had going on... we don't. We slipped up & it was an accident so...that's it."
"An accident for who? If it was an accident neither of us would've kept going..right? But we did.. so ion know why you trippin. You not with nobody...I'm not with nobody."
I sighed , "anyways...if you'd excuse me I'm making breakfast so...I'd like some space. Please."
"You buggin London.."
"How am I buggin?"
"Cuz.. yo ass actin brand new."
"Yes cuz people change. Especially if there was a 6 year space for me to change."
"Here you go again with this shit."
"Just statin facts Antwan."
He nodded. "Aight."

I rolled my eyes and went back to cooking. "Shit was way easier when we were teens and I ain't know you." I ain't mean to say it, but it just slipped out.

He look d back at me & clenched his jaw.
"I ain't mean to say that I-.."
"Don't Explain to me...you said what you said. Right?"
"Antwan you know I ain't mean it like that."
"Then tell me how you meant that?"
"You know both of our lives were easier before we got together.."
"Maybe for you London, but you knew my situation. You knew that I wasn't genuinely happy until I met you. I wouldn't take nun of the shit we went through together back. Ion think you see how hard is trying to get that bond back with you London , but you dead making this shit hard. For real. Imma see you later." He walked out and left.

I felt hella bad for saying that to him. I know he trying...

Sayyy I'm a dumbass .