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London POV
"Mekai and Milan ! Come clean y'all mess up!" I yelled from the bottom of the stairs. I swear they act like I'm they maid.
"Mamaaaa! I don't feel like it" Milan said while rolling her eyes. Lmao most definitely my daughter
"Girl ion feel like it my ass. Clean up up stuff." She picked up her toys and took them upstairs with an attitude .
"Y'all grandma bout come pick y'all lil asses up I swear to God." I said under my breath. I need a break babyyy.

"Y'all wanna go spend time with Nana?" I asked them
"We were just with grandma."
"No such thing as spending to much time with the woman that gave birth to the woman that gave birth to y'all."
Milan sighed & made a lil stank face.
Whew Chile just wait until she a teenager. We def gon be arguing .

"Yea lets go pack y'all stuff up , because you going with your grandma."
"Mama can we just stay home? Grandma doesn't let us do anything."
Mekai whined.

"Ughh. Okay okay.."
He smiled & ran back up to his room. I was really tryna get some alone time but whew .. my kids not gon let me get the chance.
My phone rang , and it was a call from Alexis. I swiped over & answered
"Hello?"
"Hey girl !"
"Hey pooh. Wassup?"
"I found a nigga for you! He real cute.. nice lil darkskin.. nice smile.. no kids. No crazy exes.. he seem like he the one"
I laughed "Girl how you know I wanna be in a relationship anyways?"
"Cuz! I know you, and I know that you don't wanna stay single forever. "
"Do you even know his name."
"Yup! It's Andre."
"Girl I've dated too many A's."
"So whattt! I told him I got a friend , and showed him a picture of you. He said you fine as fuck and he tryna get yo digits. So I slid them over."
"Girl where'd you even meet him?"
"Work. Just look out for his text. Okay?"
"Aight."
"Byeeee!"
I laughed & hung up. She always tryna set me up with somebody.
I heard a car door shut & the kids must've heard it too , because they ran down the stairs to look out the window.
"Daddy's hereeee!" They both yelled. I went to go open the door & Antwan was outside. Mekai & Milan ran up to him & gave him a hug. They so cute.. 🥺

"wassup mama" he said as he walked up to me and gave me a kiss. This nigga givin me AND the kids mixed signals. Got me confused asl.
"Hey Pooh , what you doing here?"
"Just wanted to pull up on ya. I was around.."
"When you coming back daddy?" Milan asked
"I'm getting my own place lil mama. Until then ima visit y'all all the time. I promise."
She pouted
"I wish you just stayed here with us again. We miss you"
"I miss y'all too baby."
She's most definitely a daddy's girl. Carried this lil girl for 9 months and she treat this mf better than meeee? Lmaoo foul asf.
"Can I talk to ya mama real quick?"
They nodded. We walked over to the couch and sat down.

"Wassup?" I asked
"So like.. where we stand?"
Whew.. had to catch my breath for a second.
"W- What you mean?"
"C'mon now G. You know what I mean."
"I mean..we coolin"
"We Coolin? Dats it?"
I sighed "Antwan what more do you want me to say. Yo ass giving me mixed signals.. ion know what we are. One day you kissing all on me.. next we buddy buddy .. then we don't talk. Like c'mon now."
"You know I wanna be with you tho"
"And I wanna be with you ..but I need some more time."
"How much more time I gotta give you?"
"Until I feel like I'm ready to be with you. You'll know.."

He nodded. He was prolly hurt cuz he thought I was just gon say "oh! Baby I love you.lets get back together!"
But nah..
I need timeeee. I'm not ready for commitment yet, because when I do commit..everything wanna go downhill.