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Remus - you're horrible

Warning, this oneshot contains the following: attempted suicide, second person self-hate, paranoia, the trash man (obviously) and sad Patton (No body likes a sad Patton for he is a cinnamon roll). If you are sensitive to any of these topics then Reader discretion is advised.

You have been warned.

Song: you're an awful person.
Producer: R.I.P
Vocals: Vflower
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You're horrible, and everybody around you hates you

I stood in my spot, silent as I spoke to myself.

You're horrible, your special spot in hell awaits you

I felt like a thousand judging eyes weighed my shoulders down like an anchor.

You're horrible, and all you ever, ever do is hurt them-em-em

It was my job... As I'm paranoia.

When will they see that you're an awful person

I felt strange, being accepted as a light side, although I hated that term.

But, I felt free as me.

You're horrible, you must be feeling pretty sorry

I hated it at the same time though.

You're horrible, that's something everybody can agree

Nagging voices lapped at the back of my head, telling me I'm worthless.

That no body cares.

You're horrible, and all that you were ment to do is help him-im-im

They would say things.

"But I see you're nothing but a nucience." One of them jeered.

"(Y/n).. you feeling okay? You're more pale than Virgil." Patton piped up as he looked worried, grabbing everyone's attention and bringing it to me, who had been abnormally silent.

"Face your fears and tell him what the reason is or hide the tears and be of dutiful assistance." One of those voices then spat venomously.

"I'm fine Pat. Just... Trying to assess the situation." I lied.

Disappearing on the day you left him there alone

My mind suddenly reminded me of someone. Someone who was strangely dear to me... Remus.

Oh what a tragedy you cannot help but be despicable

My eyes pricked with tears as I'd suddenly remembered that I abandoned him. Leaving him for nothing but selfish reasons.

You're horrible, a teddy bear without the stuffing

Noticing that no one was looking I sank down into the mind space without another word.

You're horrible, you're no more than a good for nothing

Shaking my head I walked towards my room. Feeling pointless to an incredible new level.

You're horrible, and soon he'll realise he doesn't need you-ou-ou

Sitting down on my bed I looked at one of my prized possessions. A stuffed (favourite animal) with green and orange patches.

Remus and I had made it together.

Sooner or later he is gonna leave you

For a second I wanted to throw up. Pointlessness flooding my lungs.