Sasuke looked in front of him with a small smile on his face ,there she was walking in front of him... For real, this wasn't his imagination or dreams but her.
They headed to wherever she was heading and he followed without hesitation, he was back to his pathetic life again, but he didn't care she was around and in front of his eyes, holding flowers in her hands to who? (Naruto for sure) but he wasn't here.
He forgot about all his questions when she turned around facing the ground.. and then he realized the place.... the river. Where they threw their wishes letting the water take it to wherever it goes.
He remembered what he wrote exactly that was one of the moments that kept him awake in the nights
"I'm sorry" he could see the blush painting her cheeks with red, why was she apologizing? She stepped back a little playing with her hands
"I jumped at you suddenly but it because..I know....personal..." and he didn't get to hear what she said her voice began to faded as she spoke longer but still he didn't find the answer, why was she apologizing? For jumping at him she said for jumping at him but he wasn't sorry, maybe he would add that to the list of his beautiful memories he had in this life "hyuga" he spoked suddenly and she looked up meeting his dark eyes as soon as her eyes looked at him he forgot what he wanted to say so he kept staring at her noticing the change of emotions on her face but he couldn't read them he didn't know what she thought but when she held his hand and raised to her face sasuke watched in silence as she held his palm close to her lips then she kissed his fingers, he almost fell on his knees, how long was she going to tutored him? He waited for her to let go of his palm but she didn't instead she rested her cheek on it and he opened his hand for her a chance he won't let go to feel her smoothness against his hand
"I intended to visit you and brought flowers but you're here that's more than enough" She closed her eyes as she kept his hand against her cheek.
And Sasuke, poor sasuke lost all his energy to keep himself still on his feet not to step forward or backward and no chance to fall, but her face looked amazingly beautiful when she smiled he was grateful that he lost his other arm or else, he would have held her face in both palms and only god knows what would happen next....
Hinata opened her eyes when they both heard the yelling of the kids behind them Hinata opened her eyes wide when she noticed how close he was ....he only knew that when her face turned red so he stepped back enduring the pain in his chest as he turned and left...
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Sakura didn't appear in the hospital she stayed home, replaying kakashi's words as she decided to stick with him until he went inside his apartment
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"Sakura-Chan" he called her name with his sweetest note with a smile that hided behind his mask covering its beauty," you shouldn't to try so hard" so he knew that she lied she still had feelings for him...her smile disappeared as she stared at him "why not?" But he sighed and she felt how tired he was from her knowing fully well that he won't answer she continued "these little things I do for you to gain your feelings made me happy, I couldn't stopped myself from coming again and again I couldn't stop seeing you" Kakashi leant on his door listening to what she was saying without a word "you don't have to do anything and I don't want you to i.. just want to be around you when you smile ,laugh, sad even when you mad and wanted to be alone I want to be around you" this time she fell silent waiting for his answer he sighed so many time and with each one she felt her heart heavier then finally he straightened himself opening the door to his place and when he was about to step inside but he stopped and for a second she thought he was going to invite her inside but he looked at her from behind his shoulders "Then don't expect from anything in return" then she heard the door closed leaving her in the dark hallway of this building but...Sakura almost jumped from happiness that means she was going to see him tomorrow and the day after and the whole week she ran back to her house holding her laughter with her in the middle of the night
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Sakura jumped to the kitchen preparing all the kind of dishes she knew to see her sensei and then she would dress nicely and see him
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Sasuke had been sitting there for a long time, in front of the rock where he used to rest with his brother after a long training replaying all the flashbacks he had there at that time he believed that the world was a beautiful place that he will have a long happy and perfect life, then in one night everything gone leaving him nothing and he began building his life on something he thought he would held into forever because it was true but then everything changed when everyone was moving with their lives he was still in a war with himself and one question kept going back and forth inside his head
(Is it too late?)
To have a life that he won't regret? Or was it too late to... live a life? A normal one? How?
He breathed as he closed his eyes imagining a way to live the rest of his life but only one thing came
Hyuga Hinata
That person had him in a second, why did she came?
"When I look at her is like when I look at my life, my life isn't this pretty but she was the only reason I want to keep breathing" he whispered as if his brother was sitting across from him "and I wonder sometimes if she was a gift from all of you or a trap to worse fate but both ways I will keep following this path where she was" he looked down to his palms "but if she was a gift then i will be happy to live this whole life with all its dark memories" he imagined his brother smile at him asking him what he liked about her "Everything her inside and out.. she never looked at me with hate as if i were the only person at fault and she never looked at me with pity and days went by and one day I woke up suddenly wanting to see her then day by day I loved this one place with its every street that lead to her and i have always imagined me ,you, father, mother and the whole clan visiting them and sometimes I wondered if we had ever did it before but no memory came to my head"
Uchiha and the hyuga were clans from the same village they even close to each other but.... they have never been so close he doesn't remember seeing any of the hyuga close to one of the uchiha
Sasuke looked to the sky "I wonder how would father and mother react?" He wasn't sure about his father but his mother would smile asking to meet her,
It's been years and years of their death and yet Sasuke sometimes cried whenever he think of his mother, even these little things were forbidden on him he won't taste the joy to bring her to his mother he won't be able to hear his mother teasing him about her.. he breathed heavily trying to get these things away by covering his eyes then he looked at his palm, where she kissed his fingers then smile.
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The way she danced in front of him as she walked making all the world looking beautiful and happy and peaceful had caught his heart, No one in this village had the same power like her and yet.
He had been trained hard to shut his emotions from anybody but she stole his heart the moment she held him in her arms "Ino Yamanaka" he whispered her name quietly so she wouldn't hear him tasting her name in his tongue "hmm?" But she did when she turned to him fully with her smile that never failed to spread life inside him he smiled his usual smile to her and he wondered how it looked in front of her beautiful one "I was trying to say your name" he said it honestly studying her reaction when she turned red widening her eyes letting them shine.
Then she laughed covering her face with her hands but he surprised her when he held her hands away from her face then she stared at him Sai spoke honestly without any hesitation
"I want to see Your face when you smile"
Then suddenly she found herself between his arms
"S..sai-kun?" But he didn't answer only held her more
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He took a break from all the papers work and stretched his arms and when he looked forward she was still here organizing his papers that had been all over the place and she did a good job separating every case from the other one and looking for what more important "Thank you sakura-chan" he smiled at her and when she looked up she knew he decided to take a break then she jumped preparing the green tea for him "this will help you to relax a little" he doubted that anything would help him relax this position was for a person who don't know what relaxing means that why Shikamaru avoided it and most importantly kakashi wasn't suitable for this or that what he thought he sipped from the tea not ready for the sour taste that run down to his stomach "oh I forgot to tell you that I might added a little things" she chuckled when she saw his reaction he looked dead but he nodded anyways he should have expected this "Soon you won't need to do this" she looked at him confused what did he meant? Then it came to her ,three days and he will give the hokage's title to someone else it pained her, what would be the reason to see him when it comes but she pretended to be happy for him "Now you won't have to stay late in the office" Sakura looked back to the papers but stopped when she heard the chair stirred kakashi leaned forward resting his face on his palm looking down at her "you don't have to pretend I can see through you Sakura" she almost, almost let her tears control her when she looked up to him from the cold floor then he offered his hand after a minute "you shouldn't have sat on the floor there are many chairs in this room" but she didn't take it she just looked down to the papers keeping her mask as she whispered "I told you i was fine" but she wasn't
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Hinata wondered about his reaction why did he turned was he offended? "Baka" she whispered to herself then jumped to her small bed ignoring all the noises coming from it, he was so close to her and she saw all his features his sharp jawline, dark eyes with its long lashes his pale skin and his warm body
She had kept herself from touching his face ,his skin but she had when he was in the hospital hinata held her hands to her chest and closed her eyes the same feeling she got back there attacked her again and she just wanted to disappear
"Kami-sama, what am i doing?"
