What About Love? Catthew (editing)

Chapter 15

Mathews POV:

Monday.

I was currently over Cameron's house. After we had just got out of school.

I haven't talking to Carter since lasts night incident. He didn't come to school today so I was pretty worried.

"Hey we should starts on Our project if we want to finish the written part by Wednesday." Cameron said as we enter his room.

"Ya....okay." I said. "What's wrong you seemed off today." He asked worried. "Nothing." I quickly say. "Okay?" He said knowing I'm hiding something.

We start on our project making small talk. "So....is there a guy that you have your eye on?" He asked.

"Uh....no...Why?"

"Just wondering." he shrugged.

"Oh....... What about you any special girl?" I ask smirking a bit. He immediately started to blush. "I knew it who is she!" I shouted.

"Uh.... Can I tell you something?" He asked rubbing the back of his neck. "Yeah."

"I think I might be gay...." He said awkwardly. My eyes widened. "Oh....." Is all I said. "Well how did you know you were gay?" He asked curiously. "Well....I just kinda felt it." I shrug. "Oh.." He looked down.

"So what's his name?" I asked. "What?" He asked confused. "The name of the guy who makes you question you sexuality." I respond.

"Oh...uh...Nash Grier."

I flinch at his Name. "What?" I asked hoping I was hearing things. "Nash. I think you know him you guys have Gym together." He states.

Should I tell him what he did to me?

"Oh yeah I know him." I say. "So I know this is going to be a weird question but, Can I kiss you?" He asked.

"What?! Why?!"

I asked. "I just want to see how it is to kiss a guy that's all." He said looking down.

Its just a kiss it wont mean anything.

I take a deep breath. "Okay."

We both sit up straight and turn to each other leaning in until our lips touch.

After a good 10 seconds we pull away. "How was that?" I ask. "Umm.....I don't know kiss me again." He says as he start to lean In again.

This time he sticks his tongue in my mouth.

I moan into his mouth as his tongue touches mine. Then quickly pull away when I realised it.

"Sorry.." I apologized.

"Its cool. Thanks for helping me with that. He smiles. "your welcome." I smile back.

"I'm definitely gay." He laughs. Which make me laugh too.

"I should get going." I said getting my thing together. "Okay I'll see you at school tomorrow." He said giving me a hug. "Thanks again." He smiles. "Your welcome."

Carters POV:

I was too lazy to go to school today so just stayed in my room. I haven't left it seen yesterday.

I heard a knock on my door that it opened. Reveling Matt. I sighed. "What are you doing here, and how'd you get in?" I asked. " Your mom and you weren't answering your phone so....."

I think that means I don't want talk.

"Well I am your boyfriend so you can't ignore me forever."

Shit, I said that out loud.

"Your right...I'm sorry.' I sighed. "I'm just not ready to be 'gay' or 'bi'" I admit.

"But your mom excepts you!" He exclaimed.

"But I don't!" I snapped.

"I know its Ok. But If you want to be with me your going to have to come out sooner or later. I'm not going to be your secret." He said.

"I know...." I whispered

I looked down. It was silent for a good five minutes until Matt spoke up.

"I kiss Cameron." He blurted.

"WHAT?!" I shouted.

"It wasn't like that I was just helping him with something." He defended.

"AND WHAT WERE YOU HELPING HIM WITH THAT INVOLVED KISSING!?" I yelled again.

"I'm not suppose to tell you but, he thinks he's gay and just wanted some help figuring it out... I just didn't want you to find out and this become a big deal." He answered.

"So is he?" I asked calming down. "He thinks so." He responded. "Okay, and no more helping people with that kinda thing." I announced. He chuckled.

"OK"

"Well....um the other night when we were interrupted.... Are we going to do that again, but this time go all the way?" I asked.

"Uh.... Yeah if you want." He said now blushing. "Do you want to?" I asked. He laughed. "Yeah....I do. But we should wait a little longer. I want our first time to be special." I nodded and smiled.

"I think I should get home." I said standing up. He quickly stud up with me. "You don't have to." He said grabbing my hand.

I smiled. "I know but I should." I gave him a small peck on the lips. I turned to head for the down but he grabbed my arm. "Why do all ways give me those small unsatisfying kisses." I said.

"Sorry..." He said as he attached his lips to mine giving me a passionate kiss

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I'm am the most awkward person you will ever ever encounter......