What About Love? Catthew (editing)

Chapter 19

Matt's POV

I'm a horrible person.

I don't know what I was thinking I just.... couldnt stop.

I quickly Grabbed my clothes getting up to putting them on when Cam grabbed my wrist. "What's Wrong." He asked raising a eyebrow.

His face is so sad why did I have to do this. And with him being confused about being gay. Why am I so attracted to the confused boys.

"T-This w-was a mistake.

  I studdered Out pulled on my pants. "W-what?" He asked hurt feeling his eyes.

Damn Please don't cry.

  "This was nothing okay? It meant nothing." I say sternly. "You can't tell anyone...... Anyone."I pulled my shirt on as he starts to get dress also. It stay's silent until he spoke up.

   "Why?" He suddenly asked. I sighed. "I don't like you that way Cam." I whispered in a shaky voice. "Its Cameron." He said pulling on his shirt.

"And if you didn't like me in the that way you shouldnt have fucked me!" He yelled. Luckly the music was to loud for anyone eles to hear him but me.

  "Cameron I just want to be friends. Okay?" I asked. 

"Fuck You."

  He said opening the door and leaving.

I sighed to myself. I just ruined my friendship with Cameron. And I now have another big secret I'm keeping from Carter.

  I don't want to lose him and if he found out it would crush him. And Cameron he doesnt even now Im with Carter, I probably ruin their friendship also.

I pulled the blankets over me and laid my head on my pillow.

2 hours later. 3:00am

  I still having gone to sleep Im not tired. The party ended about an 1 hour ago. The door opened Carter came in.

"Oh god my head."

He whined as he sat next to me on the bed. "Matty you awake?" He whispered.

  "Yeah" I sat up wiping my eyes. "I'm sorry about earlier, I was drunk and......" "I know Carter its okay." I said cutting him off.

  He smiled. "I love you" He kissed me then got up. I opened my mouth to tell him I love him to but nothing came out.

"I'm going take a shower."

  Of course I love him he's the best boyfriend anyone could ask for.

After I heard the bathroom door close I turn on my side and closed my eyes.

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Cameron's POV:

  After leaving Matt's room I went to Jacob and I's room.

"Hey." Jacob smiled as I walked into our room.

"Hey"

"Where were you all night?"

He asked. "Nowhere." I muttered slipping out if my clothes and getting in bed. "Come on Cameron you can tell me anything." He said. Sitting next to me.

  "No, not this." I whispered. I should tell him I should tell everyone what a jerk he really is. Matt might seem like a nice guy but deep down inside he only cares about himself.

  "Its Matt...." I softly say. "What about matt did you guys get into a fight or something" He asked. "No, we.." Ughhh come on cameron you can do this spit it out.

"Matt and I had Sex." I quickly say waiting for his reaction. He eyes widened. "Oh..I didn't know you were...." He started. "Gay." I finished.  "I know Nobody knew but Matt." I looked down. "So whats the problem here?" He asked.

"Afterwards when we were you know... done. He told me it was a mistake and to never tell anyone... He acted like it was the biggest mistake of his life."

Even just taking about it hurts. He had enough time to push me away or tell me to stop but he didnt. He wanted that as much as I did.

Jacob pulled me into a hug "I'm sure that he did it for a reason, because that doesn't sound like the Matt I know." He said to me.

"Thanks so much Jacob." I whispered.

"What are friends for?"

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This Chapter was so short but I decided to update anyway, because I'm like 2 days behind.