Heartbeat

The end for us

"What were you thinking Taemin? Going in a bar and kissing infront of everybody, you really think this won't come out?"SHINee's manager couldn't hold his temper anymore as he scold Taemin.He got a call from SM Ent's PR Team even before the sun rises. Taemin's all over the internet. A video of what happened at the bar was uploaded and it spreads in no time. He gathered all the SHINee members at the dorm only to find out that Taemin wasn't there and worst, he arrived not minding the scandal he is facing.

"Let them handle it."the youngest member said nonchantly. He was thinking that there's no use denying everything, the video says it all. And also, nothing can be confirmed. Mina left him with a fucking note. He wanted to be angry at her, but he knows all the blame was on him. He hurt her so bad. If leaving him will help her heal, he's willing to endure the pain of not seeing her.

"We have to talk to Mina. She can help you with this Taemin." Kibum suggested.

"She already left and I really have no idea where she is." Taemin said covering his face with both his hands trying to hold back the tears.

"What do you mean she left? You are with her at the bar, didn't you spend the night at her place?" Jinki asked, thinking that the two possibly made up last night.

"I did, but she left even before I woke up. She brought her things with her. I don't think she'll be back anytime soon. 

"Have you tried calling Ji Soo or Dong Woo? How about her family?" Jonghyun asked, worried about Taemin as well as for Mina.

"I tried, but they won't tell me anything and I understand." Taemin already gave up on getting any information on Mina's whereabouts.

"She didn't even said goodbye and left?" Minho couldn't believe it. He knows Mina was hurt but he never thought she'll leave just like that.

"She left a note. Saying goodbye." Taemin showed them the note.

"At least she left a note, unlike someone I know." Jinki spoke not realizing they heard him.

"Just let me know what they plan to do with the issue. I want to rest so if you'll excuse me." Taemin stood up and went inside his room leaving his members worried about him and Mina.

Taemin's POV

I couldn't hold back the tears anymore when I finally entered my room. She's gone. I won't see her even from afar. Just when I thought everything is alright again between us. She just created another memory last night. 

She still loves me. I felt it with her every touch and every kiss. Her feelings didn't change. Probably the reason why she decided to leave. For good.

I thought I've experienced the worst when she decided to end our relationship. But the pain I'm feeling right now can't be compared to anything. It felt like she took something from me when she left. She's my everything and now that she's gone, nothing's left for me. 

I know I need to get back on my feet again. My child needs me. Maybe that will be enough for me to live my life again. But right now, I can't. Everything that's happened in the past month was too painful and this final blow makes me want to forget about everything.

I don't want to admit, but this is really the end for us.

Kibum's POV

It's going to be a busy day as usual. We've been busy for the past weeks and everyone already look tired except for Taemin. He's been so active a week after Mina left. He accepted all schedules leaving no room for him to take a break. We understand that it's his way of coping but we are also worried for his health. It's been two months since she left and it's been two months that Taemin is continuously working.