alpha (jikook)

mother's day...

Taehyungs pov

"Bo-a... chin-mae go jump on daddy, we have to go soon to see mummy" both twins nod and run into jimins room, I follow them and watch them jump on jimin both giggling while yelling "wake up daddy!!! We have to go see mummy!!!"

Jimin groans and sits up and looks at them "what's going on?" The twins stop jumping and sit on his lap "we're going to see mummy!" I can see jimins heart drops, he nods and forces a smile "of course...go with uncle tae Tae... I'll be out in a second" they nod and run out

Jimin sighs, I walk in and put my hand on his shoulder "you good?" He nods "yep..." I huff "don't lie to me jimin..." Jimin looks at me and tears up "this is my fault isn't it??" My eyes widen and I shake my head "of course not! It was a mistake....and jungkook said he was thinking of this way before anyway"

Jimin stands up and starts to get changed "that isn't better Tae! I could've helped him! If I wasn't so stupid and used my fucking alpha voice!" I sigh and sit on his bed "I know you're hurting jimin....... you also have to think of the twins.... saying he's just asleep will give them false hope....he might not wa-"

"He will!! I know he will!!.....don't you dare say anything to the twins about him... understand taehyung?"
Jimin has never called me by my name before...it's always been Tae or Tata...I nod "I won't..." I stand up and walk out his room

He's just giving the twins false hope....jungkook has like 35% chance of waking up! That isn't a lot!!

"Uncle Tae Tae!! Where's daddy??"
Before I can say anything jimin walks out "I'm here...let's go now" jimin was in black jeans and a Burton up white shirt, everyone gets into the car and yoongi drives us to the hospital

We all get out and meet Jin and Namjoon who were stood outside waiting for us (they stayed with jungkook last night) Jin picks up Bo-a and kisses her head, he has tear stained cheeks, jimin was holding chin-mae,

Jin smiles "follow me....mummy is asleep right now....but the doctor's said she can hear you..." Bo-a giggles "we made mummy a mother's Day card!" Jin looks at her and chuckles "mummy will love it..."

We all follow Jin and Namjoon to jungkooks hospital room, jimin hesitates but opens the door and as soon as it opens fully he has tears streaming down his cheeks

Jimins pov

"Daddy what's wrong? Mummy's only asleep" chin-mae wipes my tears, I nod and force a smile "I know..."

I put chin-mae down and Jin puts Bo-a down, jungkook is hooked up to so many machines, his wrists are covered in bandages and he looks so pale...

Bo-a and chin-mae climb onto jungkooks bed and sits next to him, one either side of him, everyone else stands and watches the twins, Chin-mae puts the card on jungkooks chest and smiles "hello mummy... we've come to see you" I smile a little

Bo-a holds jungkooks hand and kisses it "we hope you wake up soon mummy....we have to go shopping remember??" Chin-mae nods "and bake cookies" they both look back at me "daddy? When will mummy wake up?" I walk over to them and shrug "I'm not to sure baby.... hopefully soon...we all miss her don't we?"

Both twins nod and hug me, tears roll down my cheeks and I hug back tightly....please come back jungkook...we all miss you

The twins let go and sit back where they were, I step back a little, Bo-a giggles "mummy we made you a mother's day card...should we read it to you?" Hoseok smiles "Bo-a, chin-mae why don't you tell mummy how much you miss her and love her and Tomorrow when we all come back mummy might be awake so she can read the card?"

They both giggle and nod, chin-mae kisses jungkooks cheek "mummy...we really really miss you, we miss your hugs....please wake up soon mummy... please fight for us so we can give you lots and lots of kisses....daddy is really sad without you mummy...daddy says he's okay but we know he's not....please please please wake up mummy we love you and miss you loads"

I kiss his head "your turn Bo-a" she nods, before she can say anything taehyung intturrupts and Huffs "what's the point in doing this? He only has 35% chance of being alive, the other 65% is death...why are you giving them false hope jimin? If Jungkook dies they need to be ready-"

"Mummy's going to die?!!" I glare at taehyung "get out taehyung...." He looks at me "min..." I growl "now.... we'll talk at home.." he nods and walks out, the twins start to cry, the both hug jungkooks unconscious body and cry more "no! Mummy you can't die!"

My heart shatters again as tears fall down my cheeks "Bo-a.... chin-mae-"
"You said mummy was only asleep!" Bo-a cries even more, I look at everyone else who were all now crying as well, I look down "this is all my fault.....I'm so sorry twins....it should be me in hospital not mummy...."

Chin-mae cries and then moves and hugs me and shakes his head "nu...I don't want daddy in hospital too....mummy will wake up right daddy?" I shrug "i-i...don't know...I don't want to give you false hope" chin-mae nods and hugs me tighter, Bo-a hugs me as well,I hug them both and we all cry

My shirt getting wet because of mine and the twins tears, everyone else joins in and we all cry

We all stay silent hugging one anorher, so all we can hear is the heart machine beeping

*Beep*

*Beep*

*Beep*

*Beep*

*Beep*

Bo-a looks up at me "can we stay will mummy for awhile?" I nod "of course we can, we will stay until mummy wakes up" chin-mae nods "b-but what if mummy doesn't wake up?" I look at him "she will....we just all have to have hope and make sure she knows we love her and one day.... she'll wake up... she's strong... she'll fight.....let's not give up" they both nod

We all sit around the bed, the twins lay down on the bed cuddling jungkook and I hold his hand, the twins talk to jungkook saying how much they love him and how much he needs to come back, they both end up falling asleep and the last thing they say before they are fully asleep is "night night mummy...happy mother's day....we love you...please come home"

I squeeze jungkooks hand and whisper since I'm now the only one awake "come on baby boy please wake up....if not for me do it for the twins...you can have them...you won't ever see me again if you don't want to....please just wake up....don't leave me...

I love you jungkook"