alpha (jikook)

too weak...

Jungkooks pov

"WATCH OUT!!!"
I get pushed into the patch of flowers,i groan "what was that fo-"

*BANG*

My eyes widen, I quickly sit up to see jimin led on the ground, his skin starts to go grey... everyone runs over to us
"Jimin!!"
"Daddy wake up!!!"
"Son wake up!!!!"

I look over to my mum who gasps "that's an angel spell...." I look behind me and growl "mina...." I stand up, she has black wings and yellow eyes "YOU STOLE HIM AWAY FROM ME!!" Jimins father gasps "it's going to kill him you psycho!!!" My eyes widen "it can't!!! What is it!?!"

Jimins mum looks at me "it's a spell that Lucifer used to turn mortals into either demons,vampires, fallen angels it makes their bodies crave blood and power, and makes them think evil is good.....however God has special demons who don't crave power but work along side angels....but God explained to them before hand....but.....this will kill jimin because of how his body is....his body was weak...he was letting our emotions and his feelings....meaning he was vunerable...this will kill him" I look at Bo-a who was sat by jimin crying

I look at my mum....I could save him... My mum shakes her head "I know what youre thinking...you can't....your powers are strong enough for this..." I look down "she took my daughter,I won't let her take my alpha too!!!!" My mum grabs my arm "jungkook no!" I look at her "I can help him!!! Let me go!!! I cant lose him as well!!!! Stop mina from leaving!!.... Please mum"

My mum sighs and then nods letting me go "but if I think you're going to damage yourself im stopping you" I nod, the rest of the group grab mina and stop her from leaving,I run to jimin, Bo-a looks at me and looks down again "will you save him?" I nod "of course I will...." Bo-a stands up and runs to everyone else.

I let my wings show and my eyes turn blue, I take a deep breath and place my hand on his chest, I close my eyes and do exactly as I did when I bought the flowers back, I hear my mum gasp "jungkook stop!!! Your powers aren't strong enough!!!!" I look at her "STAY THERE!" Jimins dad pulls her back

I close my eyes again and keep my hand on jimins chest, I start to feel lightheaded, I open my eyes....why isn't his skin changing back?!
Jimins dad walks over to me "he won't change back now...." I growl "he has too..." Tears fall down my cheeks, I lean my head on his chest still keeping my hand on his chest

Jimins dad puts his hand on my back "I'm sorry Hun....he had a good life..." I cry harder and grip jimins shirt "you can't leave me yet...we still have a whole life to live together!... wake up a vampire...wake up a demon! I don't care!! Just wake up!!!!!" I hit his chest "open your eyes jimin!!!"

I look back at mina "are you happy now?!" She shakes her head "it was meant to hit you! Not him! I know if it hit an angel you would've died and gone to hell!....I didn't think it would hit him!!" I look down "well it did and now I wish it had hit me..."

Jimins dad sighs "this just shows how much he loves you...he would die for you a-"
"IT SHOULD'VE BEEN ME!! HE HAD A BETTER LIFE TO LIVE!! WHY DID HE PUSH ME!!" I cry more, my tears fall onto the ground, flowers appear where my tears land.

Everyone walks over to me and kneels down, mina disappears, I assume back to hell....why him?? Why couldn't I save him!!!

I look at jimins mum "I'm so sorry....I couldn't save him..." She sighs "I know you tried Hun....you gave it everything you could..." I look at Bo-a, chin-mae and min-jun "im so sorry..." I look at mum "can you bring him back???" She shakes her head "I've used my powers too much today..."

I look around, all the angels shake their heads, I cry more and lean my head back on jimins chest my tears soaking his shirt, I grip his shirt and try and use more of my power, all his skin was grey now....jins mum pulls my arm away stopping me using powers, I look at her

She sighs "you will hurt yourself if you use more....your kids still need a mother" I look down "it should've hit me....I wish it was me..." My mum sighs "jungkook-" Bo-a looks at my mum "he'll become an angel right?!" My mum shakes her head "after being hit with this spell...it stops them going to heaven or hell....he won't come back now..."

My eyes widen, I pull my arm out of jins mums grip, I sit on my knees next to jimin, I put my hands on his chest And try and use more power, my tears land on his chest. My mum tries to pull me away "jungkook stop!" I shake my head "he can't die!!! He can't!!! He's not dead!!!! I'll heal him!!!" I start to feel weak

Jimins dad pulls me away from jimin and hugs me, I grip his shirt and cry "it should've been me....I'm so sorry....this is all my fault! And now I won't ever see him again!!!" Jimins dad Sighs and rubs my back "calm down....jimin wouldn't want to see you like this...."

I look down to see loads of flowers where I had just cried, I hesitate but pick them and lay them on jimins chest, more tears roll down my cheeks. Everyone was crying now

I look down and look around "can I be alone for a little bit???" They all Nod, I climb out of jimins dad's grip and sit next to jimins body, they all stand up, jimins mum looks at me "no powers okay?" I nod "yes ma'am" they all walk over to where the picnic stuff was, so not that far away but leaving me with jimin

I grab his hand and cry more "I'm so sorry jimin....I couldn't protect Bo-a...and I couldn't protect you....and now I can't even hug you one last time and say I'm sorry....your scent is till here....so you can't be gone...come back to me....I don't care if you're a vampire...a demon...a unicorn...a dragon! I don't care just open your eyes!!!......please....I can't be alone" I kiss his hand and let my tears fall

I hesitate but then kiss him, my tears fall onto his cheeks,I put my hands on his chest and cry more "that was the last time I can kiss you......this is all my fault....I wish it was me..."
I lean my head on his chest again and cry

I'm so sorry jimin....

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(((a/n: I was crying while writing this 😂)))