𝕃𝕆𝕊𝔼ℝ • conan gray

𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟚𝟜

Light smut warning y'all :')

☹☹☹

Cloud nine.

That's how I felt at this exact moment. I felt so high up in the sky, I never wanted to go down. Who knew a single kiss would make me feel this much?

It felt euphoric. It felt out of this world. It was so difficult to explain it with words. It felt unfamiliar yet so comforting. It was strange but I craved it so.

It was different from when Mark and I would kiss. Sure, there was a spark. But this... it's ultimately nothing compared to this.

Mark's kiss was like a fire cracker. This one however, felt like an atomic bomb. This may just be exaggeration due to bias but to hell with it.

I wanted this to last an eternity, but sadly we had to pull away for air. We let go of the other's embrace and stared at each other for a moment, neither of us anticipating that this would happen.

I realized I did that without even asking him, and immediately the embarrassment sunk in. "Oh my god, I'm so sorry I swear I didn't know I would do this. I'm surprised I even did what I did and—"

I stopped my rambling and looked at the curly haired boy who stayed silent, face fully coated in the shade of red. His eyes were wide and his mouth agape.

He just stayed staring there, in that position, burning a hole into my head. Then unexpectedly, he leaned in forward. I did as well and once again, our lips brushed against each other.

The same feeling sparked in my body. It was like the quintessence of the fourth of July in my stomach. Unlike the first one, this kiss was more passionate. Hungrier.

His hands slowly made it's way to my hips, gripping them and propping me on top of him. His grip made my shirt run up, exposing a small part of my waist. His fingers touched my skin, making a soft moan escape my lips.

Jesus, this man is gonna be the death of me.

He placed his hands on both sides of my face to bring me closer into the kiss. I wrapped my arms around his neck, tangling my fingers with his soft brown hair. Our bodies were pressed against each other, the wall supporting Conan's back.

My hands then started going down, going across his Chest, his stomach, then stopped to hold on to the hem of his sweater. I then placed my hands under the cloth of the sweater to bring it up, exposing his torso.

I always thought he was just skinny and lanky. I had never realized how slightly toned his body was until I ran my fingers across it. This made him moan a little, rolling his head back in pleasure.

I tug at his sweater upwards and Conan getting the hint, took off his sweater and revealed the bare top of his body. He did the same to me and grabbed the hem of my shirt.

"May I?" he asks and I nod without having second thoughts. He helps me take off my shirt and places it on the side, continuing our little moment.

He then propped me up a bit higher so that he was directly facing my chest, and his lips made a beeline for my neck. He started kissing it and I closed my eyes at the pleasure he was providing me.