You really make me smile! (COMPLETED WITH BONUS CHAPTER)

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*Victoria's P/O/V/*

After saying that he went onto the metal of the mini bridge.

Me- ZAYN!!!! DON'T!!!!!!!

I tried to get him down but he pushed me off of him.

Me- ZAYN DON'T YOU DARE!!!!!

Zayn- I HAVE TOO!!!!!

Me- PLEASE DON'T!!!! ZAYN YOU KNOW HOW IMPORTANT YOU ARE TO ALL OF US!!!

Zayn- don't tell me that sh*t Victoria! The only person that loves me is you!!!

Me- SO WHY ARE YOU KILLING YOURSELF INFRONT OF ME?! 

He then turned to my face, I had tears streaming down my cheeks.

Me- If you kill yourself now then once you do I'll do the same!

Me- You've been my friend for as long as I can remember Zayn.

A car pulled up.... but I didn't care who it was so I continued.

Me- you were my only strike of hope earlier back in the years when you'd come over and tell Max to leave me alone, You were my struck of hope when I found out that Louis cheated on me after me and u hugged. You were my strike of hope whenever I thought of myself as worthless,fat, ugly, stupid, and when I thought I had no reason to live. I've even tried to kill myself but then I always thought about how you were there for me.... how you would be able to help me. 

Zayn- That dosn't matter

Me- IT DOSN'T?!  I SOMETIMES GO TO THE POINT OF KILLING MYSELF OVER HARSH THINGS PEOPLE SAID AND THAT DOSN'T MATTER?! I'M SORRY FOR ACTUALLY HAVING FEELINGS AND NOT RUNNING FROM THEM BY KILLING MYSELF. IF I DID I NEVER WOULD HAVE MET YOU 5 WONDERFUL BOYS AND YOU BOYS NEVER WOULD HAVE CHANGED MY LIFE.

Zayn- I'M NOT RUNNING!!! I'M NOT WEAK!!!

Me- THEN SHOW ME THAT YOU AREN'T BY GETTING OFF THERE. SAFELY ON THE GROUND WHERE I CAN HELP YOU. WHERE I CAN PROTECT YOU AND MAKE YOU FEEL HAPPY.

Zayn- I CAN'T. I KNOW I'M WEAK BUT THIS IS THE ONLY WAY!

Me- IF IT IS THEN WHY AREN'T I UP THERE?! 

Zayn- what?

Me- YOU TOLD ME YOU'D MAKE SURE I NEVER FACED ANYTHING ALONE. YOU DYING WILL MAKE IT SO I FACE EVERYTHING ALONE. BESIDES THE BOYS AND MY SISTERS AND NADINE YOU ARE THE ONLY F*CKING THING THAT MATTERS TO ME... AND THE ONLY THING THAT CAN HELP ME WHEN I HAVE A SECRET!

Me- I'LL TELL EVERYONE THEN.  I NEVER TOLD ANYONE BUT ZAYN BUT WHEN I WENT TO THE DOCTORS THEY TOLD ME I HAD A TUMOR ON MY LEFT LEG. ZAYN WAS THE ONLY ONE I TOLD BECAUSE I TRUSTED HIM. HE WAS THE ONLY PERSON I TRUSTED. LOUIS.... I TRUSTED YOU WITH ALMOST EVERYTHING ELSE BUT THAT AND A FEW OTHER THINGS. I'M SORRY I DIDN'T BUT I AM JUST TO MUCH OF AN ASSHOLE TO DO THAT. 

Me- THE BOYS..... I TRUSTED YOU WITH SOME THINGS.... NOT EVERYTHING AND I'M SORRY. I'VE BEEN A BI*CH TO EVERYONE AND I SHOULD BE THE ONE UP THERE. NOT ZAYN.

Zayn- I'm sorry. He got down and kissed me. 

Zayn-I'll miss you so much. He hugged me and kissed me.

My body felt numb as he went back onto the ledge.

Zayn- I love you.

He jumped. My heart sank and I felt everything go numb. I tried to chase over there and jump to try and save him but Liam and Niall held me back. 

When everyone went to the ledge I saw him.... dead.... his blood pouring into the ocean.

I cried so hard I could feel my eyes fall out but they didn't. 

Louis came over and hugged me, tightly, and never let me go. We called the police and that was the end of it.

Louis- I'll promise.... I'll never let anything happen to you like this again. I'll never leave your side. I'll always stay by you and I will always Really Make You Smile.