Dysphoria [q.k + trans!male!reader!]

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Kun

I'm ready

Ready for what?

To tell you why've ive
been so stupid

You're not stupid Kun

😕

Anyways, here I go...

So it all started with manager
telling me we'd be getting a
new member, it was hard to
process since I wasn't sure how
I felt about having another member
join our 21 member group... but
then they showed me a picture
of you...I was, not gonna lie,
mesmerized,you looked so beautiful
and happy,and I couldn't
wait to meet you. Then I met you
and everything went downhill,
I saw you and panicked, I thought
you were too perfect to even be real.
I didn't say anything to you, and
it was a stupid choice made out of
fear. And I could of said something
even later on but still I didn't. Then
after I never showed up at your
birthday, I guess it just hit me that
I was hurting you by my stupid
actions,and so I broke down
thinking I'll never be able to make
you happy, see you smile, I'll
never be able to experience anything
with you if I don't man up and
speak to you, but how was I supposed
to do that after over a year of not
talking to you?

Kun...

I'm sorry!

And don't worry if you don't
wanna try starting over, it was
my mistake so I should have to
deal with it.

Kun id love to start over

I think it's the best option

Really?!!

Really☺️

✖️✖️✖️

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