Psycho

CHAPTER 40

"Lisa the food tastes amazing" Colton commented once he swallowed down the first tasteful bite of wonderfully made lunch.

But it can never be as good at when S makes it

"Thank you sir" she smiled warmly, the first few buttons of her shirt undone for obvious reasons. Her cleavage peeked not too subtly but Colton turned a blank eye, to her disappointment.

  S sat silently, poking his fork in the food but seemingly not appearing to eat anything; as usual.

"Did you take your medication this morning" the boy perked up at the question, reverting his eyes almost instantly to his food as he answered with a shy nod.

  Colton could sense something stir within him, something that wanted to tell him sternly that he didn't fancy silent answers but he held back. He needed the prep his own self for what was to come tonight.

  Both men ate in complete silence afterwards. Several clanking of cutlery later and Colton was done. He alighted the seat and just then, the boy followed; his food barely even touched. Colton noticed.

"You never eat much" he stated, staring down at the boy's plate, a light simmer of sadness rising in his irises.

"I'm not hungry, sir" Colton sighed sadly, dismissing himself from the table, well aware that the boy wasn't far behind.

"We're heading to my bedroom" he spoke up, not turning towards the boy.

  S almost tripped on the man's words but quickly composed himself as they both took the flight upstairs.

  He wondered what the man was planning, was he gonna kick him out?He was growing worried by the second, chewing on his inner cheeks and lips to loosen the knots in his gut.

  Lost in his thought, he hadn't even realized that they were already in the man's room. It was the shutting and locking of the door that yanked his head out of the clouds.

"Sit" he obeyed almost instantly, gaiting towards the bed and settling his bottom upon the mattress.

  Colton quietly grabbed the remote to his TV. The old flat screen hadn't been used in a long time. Never had the time for anything other than work whenever he was in his bedroom before.

"Now, in a BDSM relationship, trust is the most important thing. I need to know that you can trust me and I'm willing to let you see through to ensure that" he blinked his eyes, his nervousness sprouting like a sore thumb. He had anticipated since last night for this very moment. The moment he'd let everything go.

"I'll tell you my secrets, all you need to know about my past with Mason"

"I'll tell you everything"

  He never gave the boy a chance to protest as he immediately played a recording on the screen.

  S pursed his lips, recognizing the layout almost instantly. It was the video he'd allegedly watched that night. The one he had had no memory of. Colton was playing it for him.

"He is in what we call a forgiveness position. A submissive will only get into such a position when he or she is made or willingly asks for forgiveness or apologises to the Dominant" Colton explained, taking a seat by the boy just as the video began.

"....I don't really know what to say um.." his shoulders slouch as he begins to speak, words leaving his lips at uncertain intervals.

"I'm really sorry for what I did, I didn't um....I didn't do it for myself, I just..um.... thought you wanted to be with me..." He chuckles, although tears well up in his sad eyes. You could tell by the slump of his shoulders how weak he was getting with every word he manages to muster.

"But I guess the family business comes first" he sighs, momentarily turning his face away, hiding his emotions behind an unfavorable angle of the camera.

"I know you'll never forgive me, you made it pretty clear so...I... I'll turn myself in" a crack in his voice breaks out in his sentence as he chokes on sobs.

"I told the boys to back off but you know how attached they can be" he smiles sadly, but soon resorts to shaking his head; losing the little crook of his lips.

"So I guess this is my goodbye and I hope that you'd forgive me and maybe even come visit me in jail but..." His voice only grew quieter as he spoke.

"I know it'll never happen so..um....I..I love you, goodbye master"

  The video ends just then and S turned towards Colton. He was shaking. Tears collected in his eyes, glistening just as his finger pressed on the power button of his remote.

  Instinctively, the smaller boy wrapped his arms around the man in a tight embrace.

Short ...sorry, I kinda rushed with this... leave a comment, vote and expect more spilled tea on the next chapter...