Eyes Closed

26 ; I'm fine Gab

September 21, 2018

I throw a couch pillow at Tzuyu after grabbing one, glaring at her playfully. The fuck she means I am home?

Tzuyu and I decided to watch a movie of her choice, promising me that she'll take me home right after.

I honestly didn't know what happened halfway through the movie, but next I know is that I am currently laying on top of her body.

She was stretched on the couch with her back laying on it, while my front is on her front.

My head laying on the side of her neck while we watch Saving Mr. Banks.

"This movie makes me cry every time," she mumbled. "Poor Mrs. Travers,"

I looked up at her, seeing tears in her eyes. "Are you okay?" I asked softly.

"Yeah," she nodded slowly. "I'm good. There's just... a similarity of this movie in my life,"

I caressed the side of her face in a comforting manner, smiling sadly at her before laying my head back on the side of her neck.

Even if I wanted to know what she was talking about, it's really not my position to. Maybe I'll ask her some other time.

After the movie ended with tears streaming down her face, she quickly wiped them off, standing in the process.

"I'll take you home now," she said, going to her bedroom, assuming she's going to change her clothes.

I was starting to feel relaxed with her company– only to be disappointed as she wanted to send me back at my house already.

I sighed, nodding even if I know she cannot see me. I sat back on the couch, wearing my shoes that was removed earlier when we both lay down, wearing them back on.

Suddenly, sequence of pictures went flashing back my mind about the event earlier.

She was flirting with Irene. Yeri and I decided to head out. Tzuyu found me, dragging me inside her car. I slapped her. She slapped me back. And then we cuddled inside her car.

I bit my tongue, closing my eyes as unanswerable questions float my mind. Is she still going to hook up with Irene? What happens now after she drop me off to my house? Is the deal still on?

I groaned to myself, noticing that Tzuyu had been gone for quite too long already so I stood up from my seat, following the pathway she walked to.

I got the chance to explore the place even more as I slightly got lost in her wide penthouse, thankfully I found her in a room full of books and a large oakwood study table in the middle.

She was standing in front of a fax machine beside the window to her left as her back was turned towards me.

Walking further to her, I knocked down a pile of book on my left. I rolled my eyes as I scold myself for being a clumsy piece of shit.

She turned around, and I thought she would be surprised or even scared with the sudden noise I made– only to see her glaring at me as she hold a pile of papers in her right hand.

"What does this mean?" She hissed, the papers slightly crumpled as she gripped them in her hand tightly.

I looked at her in confusion. "What do you mean?"

"This!" She shouted, anger in her voice. "Dad fucking sent me a contract–"

My eyes bulge out as I froze. She continued talking.

"–, a fucking contract Sana!" She clenched her jaw. "A contract indicating my temporary ownership of you!"

"Tzu, let me explain.." I said shakily.

"NO!" She shouted as she approached me, slapping the papers on my face as she let go of them. I watched in embarrassment as the papers fall down the floor. "You're one of them, aren't you?! You're one of those bimbos dad paid to fucking tame me?!"

"I.. I, Tz– Tzu.."

"NO SANA!" She hissed, gripping my left arm with her right hand tightly. I whimpered at the sting. "YOU FUCKING BITCH! And you know what's even funny?!" I shook my head as tears started streaming down my face, looking at the cold hard floor. "IT'S THE FACT THAT DAD WANT ME TO TAKE YOUR VIRGINITY! Are you even a virgin?! For all I know you're like the rest of them!"

"Tz– Tzuyu pl.. please. You're hurting me," I whimpered out, trying to remove her hand away from my arm. "I.. can ex–explain,"

"You bitch!"

"Please!"

"You fucking want me to get your virginity?! Okay, fine then!" She hissed once again, dragging me out of the room and into her bedroom.
She pushed me on her bed, straddling my hips as she forcefully ripped my t-shirt into shreds, my white bra exposed.

I cried hysterically, pushing her off of me but she wouldn't budge.

She pulled my hair on top of my head harshly, forcing a kiss upon my neck and down my chest leaving hickeys.

"St– stop!"

I punched her in the chest but she only held my hands, gripping them on top of my head.

"You want this, don't you?! How much money did dad gave you?! Huh?!" She gritted her teeth before biting on my earlobe harshly. "How much, Sana!"

"St.. stop, please!" I pleaded, sucking on air as I slowly loose my breath because of my crying. "I.. I'm begging you, please.."

She didn't stop abusing my body with harsh kisses and rough grips until my whole body gave up and I stopped moving, closing my eyes– hoping for everything to stop.

She trailed more kisses to my jaw and down my neck to my stomach, sucking on some spots roughly.

I whimpered in pain. Please make it stop!

Not even ten minutes after my body hopelessly stopped moving, she got off me.

She sat on the space of the bed beside me, covering her face with her hands as she breathed in and out.

"Fucking get out of my place!" She hissed, gripping her hair with both her hand this time. I didn't move though. "I SAID GET OUT BEFORE I DO SOMETHING MORE BITCH!"

I quickly stood up with my weak body, not caring if I have a messy hair and ripped t-shirt or an exposed upper body as I abruptly find the way out of her penthouse.

I ran down the hallway before falling to my knees as fresh tears started flowing down my cheeks.

"Sana," a guy's voice called up behind me. "Are you okay?"

I gave my best to look back and saw Gabriel standing meters away from me with concern in his face.

He looked at the door of Tzuyu's penthouse from the end of the hall before returning his gaze to me.

His eyes widen in realization.

"I'm fine, Gab." I whispered.