Eyes Closed

47 ; Sticky situation

October 12, 2018

She leaned in so fast that I didn't even see it coming, capturing my bottom lip with her lips. Saying that I was shocked was an understatement, we only had been shouting at each other minutes ago and now look at where we are- her lips on mine as she encourages me to move my lips against her own.

I don't get it. I didn't even think twice about pulling away or even pushing her away or maybe even slapping her, all I know is that I want her. Fuck , I want her all to myself.

Just as she raised her left hand to cup my right cheek, I started reciprocating all her kisses. What was the word they use to describe this kind of feeling? Oh yeah, euphoria. There was the feeling of euphoria inside my heart. Even the tingling feeling and the pounding of the blood in my face were present, making my face turn into a crimson color, an evidence of pure happiness and... love ?

Wrapping both my arms around her neck was an indication that I wanted this, I wanted her. So I fought for dominance. If she think that she was the only one who can dominate, she's wrong.

I then shove my tongue inside her mouth, familiarizing the whole thing. We both moaned at the feeling when she started battling my tongue with her own. But both to our surprises, I ended up sucking on her tongue which caused clicking sounds that resonated in between our battling tongue. This made her pull away as she gave me her infamous smirk, lust filling both our eyes.

I smiled back lopsidedly, silently telling her that I am not opposed to do this- whatever this is called. All I could think of was that I really really like this, I like her. "No backing out now," I husked out, making her pull me on her lap as I straddled her.

We continued making out until she had to push my back on the steering wheel, pulling her lips away from mine. I whined with the lost of contact but then she pecked my lips and then tugged at the bottom of my shirt. I raised both my arms, making it possible for her to completely remove my shirt away from my body, throwing it away from us. My shirt ending up where I was once seated before she make me sit on her lap.

Her hands snaked around my waist, ending up on my upper back as she pulled me closer to her, smashing her lips on mine once again which made me moan. "Fuck," I heard her hiss through the kiss. "Be mine, Sana, please be mine," she mumbled on my lips.

I pulled away, only to remove her shirt, not caring where it landed when I throw it beside my shirt. "I've always been yours, Tzuyu... always,"

We continued making out, never bothering to pull away. I then felt her arms let go of my body, only for her hands to unbutton my jeans, inserting her right hand inside my jeans and panties, caressing the skin exposed to her fingers.

I throw my head back when her index and middle fingers slid between my soaking folds, making this a chance for her to ravage my neck with harsh kisses, leaving hickeys everywhere. I had my eyes closed throughout as I moaned repeatedly. I started grinding down on her, feeling a coiling sensation down where her fingers are. "Ugh! I caaan't," I blurt out out of pleasure. Before I can even make a release, she pulled her hand out of my jeans, sucking on her fingers to taste my juices. " Fuck! Why didn't you finish!" I hissed frustratedly as I lightly punch her chest with my fists.

She chuckled, obviously amused with my reaction. "I'm not gonna make love to you for the first time inside a car that I don't even own,"

"Then you shouldn't have started anything," I growled, furrowing my brows and folding my arms in front of me. "I hate you," I pouted.

She smiled truthfully, lifting both her hands to cup my cheeks as she pulled me down for a chaste kiss. I quickly pulled away, glaring at her while I still have that pout on my lips. I was about to go back to the passenger seat to make her realize that I was not happy with what she did. Why didn't she let me finish?! I rolled my eyes when she held me firmly in place, sliding both her hands on my back and entering my jeans. Her hands ended up cupping my ass, each hand on each cheek and she started caressing the skin on my ass cheeks.

"Stop being mad," she whispered wholeheartedly, having a little smile on her face. "Look at where we are right now," she said, giving me time to look around.

We were still beside the road where she parked when we started arguing, with cars passing by. Some slowing down and trying to look at our tinted windows and wind shield. "Do you think I would want to..." I cut her off.

"...have sex with me, blah blah blah, inside the car you don't even own?" I said, rolling my eyes. "You could have just satisfied my needs!"

"The term I'd rather use is make love ," she seriously but sweetly said.

I huffed. Using girls for her pleasure is something not new to her. I am already here, throwing myself at her and she suddenly act too sweet and loving towards me. What up with her?

"... and honestly?" She continued, "you are more than just a sex or a hook up to me, Sana. You are far more better than that,"

I look deeply in her eyes, seeing nothing but the truth. "You mean that?" I asked vulnerably.

"I do," she nodded. "I do,"

Tears pooled at my eyes, I was so blinded by my horniness that I didn't even realized that she was being true to me. I pulled her in a loving and slow kiss. Her hands traveled up my butt to my spines as we continued kissing. I then slowly pulled away as a tear slipped off my right eye. She raised her left hand to wipe the tear off my face. "I really like you, Sana. Let me prove that to you," she whispered, staring at my dark orbs, bending forward to place kisses on my collarbones.

"I like you too, Chou," aand in that moment, I knew I was fucked.

Fuck , I really want Tzuyu... I like her, I maybe even have deeper feelings for her that refuses to resurface especially because of her behavior and decisions. But nonetheless, I want to be here for her, through thick and thin.

Our lives were the definition of being in a sticky situation. Literally and figuratively. Literally because of the stickiness in my pants, and figuratively because of how destiny is always playing with our lives. Hopefully, we wouldn't let that bring our lives down.