letting up on over analyzing

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Waking up after that one day, after mr. Xiao had to part for work, a week went by of them,indulging into hectic schedules, type now sat to his chair, looking to the black screen, eyes darting. He hadent researched into mr. Xiao's where abouts in that week and he didn't know if he should.
Mr. Xiao was consistent with his morning and night messages and in between sometimes. He did express to type He was becoming busy so they wouldn't be able to meet. Mr. Xiao had to meet with people and he knew type didnt want to be found out.
This week had been a bit hard for type, without having his body pillow, sleep was disrupted til with sleeping pills and over drinking he was able to actually sleep.
Chewing at his cheek, he shook his head. Type was starting to trust him.
Getting up, he slammed the lap top closed to go to his fridge looking about.
Clicking his tongue, he closed the door to Lean his body against it, head hung, peering his eyes down, arms wrapped around his chest.
You've.....Been dating for a week....why doesn't it feel has you two are?
Is.....it because you two don't really meet? You two are males? Busy work schedules? No sex?
Type took in a deep inhale. That....is kind of your doing though type.
Should you be allowing this? Should we be in a relationship? Will this end in a horrid way? Could i be photographed and found out by my parents? Could we be photographed and this hurt him? Would his job care who he was with?
Groaning, he shook his head to place his hands over his eyes.
"God damn it! Being a private investigator and dealing with this is.....aaaaarrrrrgh!"
Placing his arms to his sides, he leaned his head up to sign heavily.
Peering his eyes to the side, eyeing his phone that laid on the desk near his computer, his brows knitted together. He missed mr. Xiao, type missed his company.
He looked forward, to chew his inner cheek.
Leaning off the door, he stepped too his phone grabbing it to bring it to his ear.
"Hello?"
"Mr. Xiao?"
He could hear a sign on the other end.
"Mmmm tharn?"
"Yes?"
Type brought up his wrist too eye his watch, it was a Saturday at 8pm.
"Mmm are.....you at home? Are you busy?"
"No. Why? what are you thinking?"
Types brows furrowed a bit in anger. If you weren't busy then why didn't you text me to come over? Type gritted his teeth.
"I.....was thinking of coming over but...."
Tharn leaned his head back to lightly chuckle.
"Let me guess your peeved a bit i didn't text for you to come over. I just got home 10 mintues ago. I would like you to come here. Have you've eaten? I can wait for you and we can make something."
Types lips set in a hard line, he felt a bit embarrassed.
"Uuum...no i haven't. Ill....be there in an hour."
Type hung up the phone to take a deep breathe.
For today, don't over analyze just try and go with the flow.
Going to his bedroom, he gathered a bag full of his clothes. He knew sleeping over was enviable.
Calling a taxi he went to tharns.
Dropped off he, knocked and rang the doorbell to no answer.
Grunting, he rolled his eyes to try calling with his cell to not get a response.
Placing it to his back pocket, he looked around, stepping to an assortment of rocks he bent down to retrieve one. About 3 weeks ago, tharn had Told type about an emergency key.
Up he retrieved it to look around again to nothing.
Turning and stepping back to the door he unlocked to step in to take off his shoes placing his bag down.
Walking to the living room he saw tharn had fallen asleep, with paper work on his stomach.
He couldn't help but smile.
Quickly and quietly, he moved the papers off to then move tharn down.
Standing he looked to tharn, he looked very cute.
Turning, type thought of something nice to do for tharn.
About an hour or so later, type went to tharn to place his foot to the edge, making the couch cushion go up and down.
Tharn groaned a bit then opened his eyes too then sit up looking about dazed.
"Shit.....did i fall asleep?"
"Mmm you did. I let you sleep a bit and.....i made us dinner."
Tharn peered his eyes up to look at type with a surprised expression.
"You....made us dinner?"
He nodded.
"Come on before its cold, I'm hungry."
Type turned, tharn sat there to smile.
Up he followed type to see the impressive meal he made for them.
Sitting they both sat down to consume.
"Mmm this is delicious thank you type."
He shrugged keeping his eyes down.
"I apologize for sleeping when you got here.. Did you use the emergency key?"
Type nodded still consuming.
"I left it by the side table by my bag."
Tharn leaned up, eyes went to type, who continued to look down.
"Your bag?"
"I....think you and i both know i would be sleeping here. Eat, your not the only one who is tired."
A wide smile spread across tharns face.
This man is being too adorable.
"Okay okay."
A small smile spread across his face.
After they ate, type wouldn't let tharn help wash the dishes so he made him go to bed.
Once he was done, type washed his hands too go and grab his bag.
To the bedroom, tharn was under the covers, back leaned to the wall, looking down to finish his work.
Type came in, closing the door, eyeing tharn.
"Do....you mind if i take a shower?"
"Mm go ahead. I'm.Just finishing up here."
Type nodded.
Why do you feel this way?
Shrugging, he went to the bathroom to close and lock the door starring at the nob.
Taking a deep breathe he turned to lay the bag to the wall to look down at it.
Eyes darting he took off his dirty clothes too place them on the bag.
Turning, he turned on the shower. When warm he hopped in, cleaning himself.
Why are you feeling nervous?
Not like you haven't spent the night, not has if you two haven't.
Type took a deep breathe in.
Shutting off the shower, he got out to go to the sink to brush his teeth, looking himself over.
Why are you acting like a virgin who is about to have sex for the first time?
Type shook his head to then spit, to then place the tooth brush back.
Type signed.
Why are you feeling this way?
Taking more breathes, he got a towel to dry but didn't put on any clothes.
Hand to the door nob, he was becoming over whelmed.
Just....open the door Type.
Taking a deep breathe, he opened to sign in a bit of relief but then started to feel a bit irratated.
Tharn was under the covers, laying down, to his side, the lights were out.
Turning off the bathroom light, type went to the bed to crawl, to go under the covers, laying to his side, back to tharn, taking calming breathes.
You've....laid naked next to him before type....but why are you on edge?
Then his eyes widen.
Tharn had moved over to move closer to then wrap his arm over his body like Normal, but his eyes darted under his eye lids a bit erratically in confusment.
He could feel types heart beat hard but tharn didn't know why.
Slowly opening his eyes, he could tell even in the dark, type was not wearing a shirt.
That was not something he would do.
Moving his hand under the covers, his eyes widen has he got to types groin area, to not feel any article of clothing.
"Type?"
"Mmm?"
Tharn leaned his body up to look down at him.
Type chewed his inner cheek. God damn it heart! Stop beating like that!
"Are....you....without any clothing?"
"You can.... Feel....can't you?"
Tharn raised an eye brow.
He then settled back down, neither moved.
"Are....you saying something with this type?"
He shrugged.
"Let's....see."
Tharn smiled a bit. He could tell from.Types tone he was acting a bit nervous.
Moving his hand to types front to his stomach He laid it there too start kissing the back of types neck.
Types lips parted, he instantly got hard.
Tharn then with his finger tips, moved them.up and down his front, type couldn't help but moan a bit.
Moving them up he played with types nipples to then tease them.
Type bit he lip.
Moving to his back, type took his hand to place it in tharns boxer to bring out his throbbing huge cock.
It was a sticky with pre cum that ozzed from the slight, that type was now rubbing with his two fingers.
Tharn moaned.
"Type.....are you sure?"
Bringing up his other hand he wrapped it around tharns neck to pull him to his lips.
They opened there hot mouths to let there tongues explore each others.
Moving his hand down, it had Been awhile since he touched it, also this was there first time having sex without a drug or tied or being on alcohol.
Tharn Moving his head a bit back, there tongues swirled around in the air.at this moment the two had there hands wrapped around each other's throbbing members stroking off sensually.
Type moved his head to the side to Moan.
"Aaah tharn? Mmm please....i....want you too.."
The please got to tharn. His cock got harder in types hand.
Bringing up his hand from types member, he placed it on his chin to move his head back so he can give him a deep kiss. They moaned into each others mouths.
Able to get away for a moment, tharn had turned over to go to his side table to get the lube to saturate his member.
Type laid to his back trying and hard not to think. For if he did, type didn't know if he would let this Happen. He did miss this.
Lubed, tharn turned to kneel over type, to open his legs a bit further apart to start teasing his outer with his tip. Type breathed heavily, to move his hands all over tharns torso, teasing a bit.
His lips parted, eyes drifted slightly shut. Even though it was dark and he couldn't see, type was fully aroused just by this Action.
"Stop..... Hesitating. Oh god please just fuck me."
Tharns eye widen, to bend his body in between his legs to hover over to pin his hands to either side of types head. His tip probbed at types outer, there faces were very close together.
"Your my boyfriend now type....we're about to make love....its not just sex."
Types eyes widen, lips parted.
"I....don't....love you....though....just.....like...uuum"
Tharn chuckled a bit.
"Even so....this is not just sex."
Leaning his face down the two locked in a sensual kiss. Type could not help but reciprocate it in full. He knew this wasent just sex....not the way he was feeling. Wincing a bit into the kiss, tharn started to go inch by inch til he got all the way in.
Leaning his head back, he smiled wide has he let type adjust to him.
"Mmm i still don't know how you can take me type....not complaining though."
Types eyes widen a bit too remember a far off hazy memory that ran through his mind.
"How are you taking me? Mmm not at all complaining."
His eyes darted. Why did what Tharn say sound so familiar? Why did he think of his first time?
Before he could over analyze, tharn went in slow but couldn't hold back, he then thrusted his full speed. Type threw his head back to Moan. Pain and pleasure mixed in a grand way to make pre cum ozz from his slit.
"Oh....my....god....tharn! Mmmm"
Tharn leaned his head down gritting his teeth a bit. This all was to amazing to him.
"Am i.... Hurting you?"
"Aaaah yes!"
Tharn instantly stopped, type moved his head down to breathe heavily.
"Why? Why you stop?"
"You....said I'm hurting you."
Type gulped.
"Not....that way.... my.....uuum....."
Tharn felt on his stomach types erection twitch. He smiled to lean back to start thrusting his full speed to take a hand to.Type length to stroke.
Type gripped the bedding to move his head up.
"Fuck tharn! So! Mmmm! Aaaah harder! Aaaah harder!"
Tharn raised an eye brow.
"Inside or?"
Then he started to stroke faster.
"Aaaaah both! So beyond words tharn! Mmmm"
Tharns lips parted He looked to type in dis believe he wanted harder.
"Mmm anything for what is mine."
Type bit his lip has tharn thrusted harder, quicker and deeper to then stroke even faster.
"Aaaah type? Can i? Inside?"
Type leaned up to straddle on top of tharn wrapping his arms around he's neck, to start to grind up and down has tharn kneeled, type was close and he wished for tharns lips.
Tharn kept stroking and placed a hand to types waist.
Moving his hands up he placed his fingers through his black hair to grip, they parted a bit back.
"Aaaaah i....can't....mmm....hold on!"
They both then came in unison.
After, type laid on top of tharns chest, Which tharn moved him on top of when type fell back after there activity to then wrapped his arm around tharns torso to be fast asleep.
Even though he couldn't see, tharn kept his eyes peered down to run his fingers through types hair.
Type.....you may not be in love with me....but....i know now....i am very much in love with you.
Bending his head forward he kissed the top of types head, to lean back letting his eye drift shut. Unknown, to tharn, the kiss made type draw a smile on his face, even without types knowledge has he slept. They both then went into a blissful and contentment sleep in a close embrace.

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