Y/n felt her breathing increase as the last sentence replayed in her mind like a broken record player .
Adopted
Adopted
Adopted
I'm what ?
Adopted
Liar !
Deep down she probably knew it, why else would she have basically nothing in common with her family ?
"Bakugou always did treat her like an outsider "
She heard the conversation continue but ended up stumbling away, unable to stand to listen to this any longer. " I have to go " she mumbled, feeling tears well up in her eyes.
Turning around and running away, holding her hood tightly over her head.
Adopted
Adopted
Adopted
Why are you surprised ?
You already knew
I didn't know !
Why are you lying to yourself
I didn't know !
That's not true
It's not true
Feeling her knees go weak the moment she reached a closed off area, she practically collapsed on the ground. She was shaking a lot, her hands were freezing over, she probably looked like some freak right now.
Maybe she could just stay here forever, she didn't have enough energy to get up and head back, what were the chances they would be back soon anyways? Dabi wasn't there, Shigaraki, Twice and Toga weren't either, nor spinner or magne. Why did it feel so cold. Oh right, the area was freezing over.
" haha "
There was a breathy laugh throughout the area, a visible one at that, it was so, so cold.
Perhaps it was the fact that you had only incased yourself in ice ? Probably .
Cold
Cold
Cold
It's so ... so cold
She didn't have the energy or willpower to get up and stop her quirk. Her tears were practically freezing the moment they fell off of her face.
Why are you crying?
You left anyways
Wow, I bet they are wishing they chose some other child huh !
Your life's gone downhill
How disappointing
" leave me alone "
Great . Now here she was talking to herself, covered in ice. Though, there was some truth to this, why was she crying? Why did it hurt? Why was there hollow feeling in her chest. Why did she feel so alone. She had friends, Dabi, Toga, Magne, Spinner, Twice, maybe even Shigaraki if she tried!
They're villains
And??
They don't have time for you
The minute you mess up they'll throw you out
You're not worth their time
That's not true
They helped me
You're lying to yourself again
You know they don't care , all you are is a tool to them
" that's not true "
" that's not true "
The girl kept repeating.
She found herself hoping someone would come over to at least help her, someone would try and save her from her own ice and thoughts .
Help me
Help me
Help me
Why won't anyone come and help me
Please
I don't want to be alone
I don't care who
Just help
I feel so alone
Look my way
Just help me
I feel so alone
I'm so cold
Why won't anyone come to me
Just stop these thoughts
I'm begging you
Help me
A hero
Or villain
I don't care
So cold
Help me
Can't you see I'm suffering ?
Is this all in my head?
Can't I wake up now?
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Just help me
A/N: bit of a hectic chapter but yeah 544 words .
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Blue Cinders (Dabi X Reader)
FanfictionY/N Bakugou. Katsuki Bakugous little sister. She hated it. Everyone seemed to expect so highly of her, who could handle that much pressure. As well as that, her brother seemed to hate her so much, so much more then Deku or anyone else. How long cou...
