Lovers: mairi

The boys

        Samy's POV
-it had been two weeks since Mattia and kairi have gone missing the boys and I have looked all over jersey we posted stuff on our socials we posted signs around town we we door to door we were all scared because none of us knew what happened to them I tried to stay the hopeful one in front of the boys but once I was alone I cried horribly I mean I haven't known them as long but they were my family I may seem all fine but I don't have a family I don't know my parents I only have a younger brother and he now wants nothing to do with me so I have no one but the boys so that why I call them my sons to try and forge the void of not being wanted inside me and now part of my family is gone I mean what if they are dea- wait Samy stop they aren't or are they? God I just things back to normal like me and mar together and them back, we have all been Ames's since we are all so close and now them missing everything is just falling apart here like ale has started smoking constantly and mar started drinking again and hector left last week and hasnt come back yet but he does text us so we know he's not dead or something but we don't know who took them we found out where Gia and Zach were and we searched their house they weren't there we tried to find Jenna but she m.i.a and kais dad and mr.opal are in prison so we don't know when else wouldn't like them but the worst part was having to tell their family's mar, hector, lehani, and me told kais and Ro, Robby, ale, and varo told Mattia they cried for hours and it was so sad and I this was all my fault because I ran out to get condoms for me and mar even though I'm a boy but hen I cane back I think u left the door unlocked so the people to took them probably got in there so it's all my fault I feel terrible I hate myself right now I have distanced myself from everybody I just need to calm down right? I don't know I decided to just go to sleep-

Short but just so you know what's going on with the other boys