Lovers: mairi

College problems

             2 weeks later
       Mattias POV
-we just got back to school me and kai have all classes together except art and calculus but it's fine we all have been doing so much work for our senior year and it just started but the first day was so fun kinda sad though but we all just really dressed up because why not and we left looking bad asf and we had a great day we even postmaster chick fil a we then went to sky zone that night for fun I haven't Bennett in forever I forgot they had these tbh but we stayed until 12 am when they closed it was a great last first day but we have been in school for a week and the teachers are already give a shit load of home work so that's great but me and kai have been good we talked a lot to make sure our relationship was strong and that we wouldn't fight and break up every other week but we are really solid right now and it's good I happy we worked everything but I just have keep my head straight haha unlike me but I need to focus on school so I can get into a collage I never thought about collage that much wait- what if me and kai don't go to the same collage or non of the boys or what if we all separate and forget each other omg I'm about to break down in ever actually thought about that. Shit. Ugh I need to finish this damn ela homework god I just need to push thouse thoughts away and finish this so I can go to sleep, oh did I not mention it's 2:00 in the morning and I'm doing homework also we bought the hose and will live here until we sell it,I have one more question oh easy "when did the civil war between Syria end" obviously "it's still an ongoing going war which is cause it lots of citizens to refuge."and done finally fuckingly god I'm going to sleep goodnight-
Kairi's POV
-I felt a weight in the bed I guess he finally finished his homework I have been pretending to sleep while he was working but I was doing that because as soon as I started falling asleep a thought cane to my mind which was next year like what's going to happen with our friend group like will we all go to the same school or not I've been up for awhile thinking about this and I just don't see a way we could do that but I don't want to lose any of these guys they are my family and I'm gonna miss them I know it's way too early to be tho king about this but how could I not I sat up and turned to Mattia who look dead asleep already I shook him to make sure he was asleep and I called his name a few times the I got out of bed and went to the bathroom and just sat on the floor with my hands in my hair I started crying I know it's kinda of stupid but I have grown so close to every one of these dumbasses and we grew up together and went through so much shit together like I-I want to live with the here forever I wish we were in freshman year and did this so we could have more time together I just don't ever want this to end like this is the best part of my life and I don't want to grow up I want to stay a kid I hate this all the years I have said I hate school I take it back I wish I would have gone by slower I'm gonna miss it every day I don't know what I would do if me and Mattia went to differ collages and broke up I-
R: are you ok in there
K: uh y-yea
R: Kai are you crying
K: I'm not cryi-
-starts crying again-
R: aww I coming in
K:k
-Robert walked in and sat next to me and I put my head in his lap and he just combed through my hair with his fingers and rubbed my back as I cried I'm gonna miss his big ugly self he's so nice and helps me I-I can't do this I can't with with out all my friends by my side-
R: Kai can I ask what's wrong
K: I-I was thinking about c-collage and how we are all gonna not be friends and we are gonna f-forget each other
R: awww no kai we will never forget each other I could never forget you I love you kai you like my little brother or something I'll never forget Samy or hector or lehani or any of our friends they are our family and our love will travel around the world so no matter where any of us go we will always know that we love each other and care for each other because that's what family does and I'm sure if we all get separated we will see each other again some day alright
K: that you s-so much Robby you give the beat advice I might miss you the most
R: thanks kai can I have a hug
K: yea
-he pulled me i to a hug and we sat like that with me in his lap for awhile and he kept combing my hair and saying reassuring things into my ear I eventually basically fell asleep and he carried me to my room and whispered something I couldn't hear it exactly-
Robert's POV
-after j put kai in his bed and covered him up I kissed his for head and stared leaving-
R: I'll miss you all so much I love you kai you light up my life so dies everyone here
-a few tears dropped from my eyes and I wiped them away as I thought about collage and all that as I walked to my room exhausted I collapsed on my bed once j got there and passed out-

Sorry but this book is gonna end relatively soon sooty abt that love you all❤️