Lovers: mairi

Gathering

Mattia's POV
-Samy just got home and we are all watching a movie then we're going to go In the pool and have a pool party just us kai fell asleep in my lap half's through the movie it was as almost over and everyone was getting in their bathing suits the movie ended a few minutes ago and everyone was in the pool I didn't want to wake up kairi so I picked him up and he wrapped his arms around my neck and his legs around my waist he looked so cute I kissed his forehead before walking upstairs once I got to our room I placed him on our bed and covered him with a blanket and started to walk out when I heard a whimper and turned around-
K: cwudles pwease
M: ok baby
-I walked over to him and got under the blanket with him and pulled him on top of me and tangled our legs together and he fell asleep I wanted to go in the pool so I got up and changed and went downstairs I grabbed a drink and walked out side and saw Samy so I walked over to him and sat next to him he smiled at me-
M: your smile is so nice
S: aww thanks son
-he blushed a little-
M: are you ok? Like with the whole family thing
S: oh um I don't know I just I do t know I wanna feel loved and important I want a real family ya know
M: yea I love you
S: I love you too matti
M: I like it
S: Like what?
M: the nickname
S: oh well how are you and kai
M: um were pretty good I'm me I haven't told anyone this but I'm having some ptsd like I-I-
-I started crying I hated what happened to me I felt weak and helpless and I hated that feeling it tore me up inside, Samy climbed onto my lap and hugged me as I cried into his shoulder he also was rubbing circles on my back which calmed me down some-
S: no no matti don't cry please it's ok to have that you were kidnapped and tortured for 2 months it's ok
M: why-y am I so w-weak
S: oh matti your not weak at all it's ok to cry your just showing emotions it's ok I'm so sorry you feel like this but I love you kai loves you and so does all of our other friends and we all show emotions but that doesn't mean we're weak or help you a baby it means we are human ok so don't feel Luke that because your not ok
-I just kept crying I couldn't help it but Samy was a so comforting so I pulled him closer and hugged him tight and he kissed my head-
M: Samy thank you
-I finally looked up at him and he used his thumbs and wiped off my tears and was rubbing my cheeks with them too our eyes connected and we stayed like that him straddling me and his hands wrapped around my neck and me holding his waist-
S: your welcome matti
-I started leaning in and so did he and then our lips touched and his tasted like strawberry and I loved it then I bit his bottom lip and he moaned and I used this chance to put my tongue in his mouth and I realized what I was doing g and pulled away-
M: I-I'm so sorry
S: no no I am I-I omg I just kissed my best friends boyfriend omg Mattia omg kairi is going to kill us we can't tell kairi-
K: can't tell me what
M: umm
-I looked at Samy and he looked at me then we both looked at him-
K: why are your guys lips so swollen and red haha al most like y'all just made- omggg no no no you guys did not make out
-kairi fell to his knees and Samy ran over to him but he pushed him away-
S: Kai I'm-
K: no you fucking made out with my boyfriend get away from me
-kairi ran inside and I ran after him I found him cry on the bathroom floor in a ball-
M: kairi I'm so sorry
K: did you like it
M: I mean I kinda but it didn't like yours you have the best and it was in the moment I k ow it's wrong and that you want space but it was in the moment I was crying and he was comforting me and I'm sorry but I'll give you space bye love you
-I walked out and to the bed room and laid on the bed and cried myself to sleep-

I'm so sorry my phone broke but here's this trash love ya💕